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A Heavenly Travel Agent

My husband, Wally, and I had been sitting in the Pittsburgh airport for the last few hours, sad and overwhelmed. Wally’s dad had died unexpectedly of heart failure. We were trying to get from our home in Richmond to Los Angeles as quickly as possible.

Wally’s sister, his only sibling, was waiting for us, and Wally, as the executor of the estate, needed to take care of some legal matters right away. “I hope our flight leaves on time,” Wally said now, running his hands through his hair.

“Everything will be okay,” I said gently. Just then an announcement came over the intercom. Our flight had been cancelled.

“For those of you still looking to go to Los Angeles,” the announcer continued, “there is Flight 466 leaving out of Gate 3A in twenty minutes. They will take passengers on a first-come, first-served basis…”

All at once there was a stampede of people running through the airport trying to be one of the few to make it on that flight. “I’ll stay with the bags,” Wally said. “Hurry and see if you can get us seats.”

I ran as fast as I could, but still there were at least 20 people in line in front of me. Lord, please get us on this plane, I prayed, afraid I was too late. When I finally reached the agent, my fears were confirmed. The flight was full. “When is the next one?” I asked.

“At five this afternoon,” he said, “but that’s fully booked too.” There were no more flights until the next day.

“My father-in-law just died,” I stammered, “and we need to be with my sister-in-law as soon as possible.”

“I’d love to be able to help,” the agent, “but everything’s booked. Let me take your name and I’ll call you if anyone cancels.” I gave him our tickets and he typed our information into the computer. Then he looked up. “But Mrs. Hutchinson,” he said, “you’re already scheduled on this flight.”

A Heavenly Sign to Pursue Her Dream Job

“Have a good day!” I told my 13-year-old as she jumped out of the car. I’d already dropped off my other three at elementary school. By 8:00 A.M. I’d had a typical fall morning: breakfast, lunches packed, kids off. Now it was time to go home and tackle chores as usual.

When I walked back in the house the dogs wagged their tails and jumped up on my legs. “I know, I know.” Time to go out. They’d play in the backyard for half an hour and then want to be fed. I’d do a couple loads of laundry. In a heartbeat, it would be time to pick up the kids for an afternoon of snacks, homework and sports. Followed by our nightly routine: dinner, baths and bedtime. Sometimes it seemed like one day blurred into another. Raising a family had felt like an exciting adventure when my husband and I first married, but now life just felt comfortable. Rewarding, but routine.

I glanced over at the cozy desk in my sunroom where I did my writing. I wrote almost every day, in small spurts when I could find the time—little things, like devotionals and the odd short story. Nothing professional. But it was the one thing I did these days that was just for me.

Recently I’d had an idea for a novel, but I couldn’t imagine actually going through with it. There was no room in my schedule for writing anything of significant length. Much less trying to get it published! What an adventure, though, I thought. I hesitated in the doorway, captivated by the idea. One of my favorite authors, Paulo Coelho, asked God for a sign when he was just starting out. A white feather, he decided, would serve as a sign that he should take his writing seriously. When he saw a white feather in a shop window that same afternoon, Coelho went home and immediately got to work.

I looked at the Willow Tree Angel that sat on my desk, and caught a whiff of the dried lavender I kept beside her. Maybe my guardian angel was nudging me to ask God for a sign myself. Why not? A white feather will mean that I should just go for it. There, I’d done it! I’d asked for a sign.

The rest of that day, a Friday, went on as predicted, but I was alert with expectation, waiting for my feather.

“Let’s do something different today,” my husband suggested when we got up Saturday morning. “Like go for a walk in the fall woods.”

“You read my mind,” I told him. Something different was just what I needed. We rounded up the kids and drove to the Haw Creek Park, 85 acres of forest with lots of pretty trails to explore.

As we piled out of the car, I had an inspiration. “We have a special assignment,” I announced. “Keep your eyes peeled for a white feather. I’m hoping God will send me one.” The kids cheered as we set out on our divine treasure hunt.

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The forest was alive with color. Gusty winds coaxed the last leaves from the trees. I reached out and caught a big pointy oak leaf midair. I twirled the stem between my fingers, marveling at the green, golden-yellow and crimson-red masterpiece. It wasn’t a white feather, but I put it in my pocket as a keepsake.

Farther along the trail, eight-year-old Brandon came running up to me. “I found something, Mom!” He put a smooth, round, beige stone in my palm. “It’s kind of white,” he said with a shrug. The other kids pointed out feathery palmetto leaves and golden grasses. Their dad claimed that a clump of wispy weeds waved in the breeze like angel wings.

“That’s cheating, guys,” I said. “Only a white feather will do today.” We all laughed.

Toward the end of our walk we came to a creek and crossed over a wooden bridge. A fluttering movement caught my attention. A blue heron took off from the bank, its magnificent blue feathers sparkling like a jewel in the sunlight.

“Well, I think we’ve seen every color in God’s rainbow today,” I said. “Who needs a white feather.” Besides, hadn’t God already given me a sign? By putting a dream in my heart? I could carve out time to work on a novel. It might be slow-going, but it would be fun.

By the time we got home the sun was setting. I wandered over to my writing desk. Some cobwebs glistened atop the curtains, so I grabbed my orange feather duster to wipe them away. As I cleaned, I saw something flutter to the ground and land near my feet. A white feather! I examined the duster, where no white feathers hid. Then I noticed a dream catcher that had gotten stuck behind the curtains. I’d hung it on the rod ages ago. A sure sign that God wanted me to trust the dreams he’d put in my heart and go for it.

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A Heavenly Dolphin Encounter

Orange Beach, Alabama, was the site of so many happy memories for my family. For 20 years my parents rented a condo on the beach for one week in August. But this year was different. It was our first trip without Mom.

“I’m glad we came,” my sister said as we unloaded the car. “Mom would have wanted us to all be here.”

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There was no doubt about that. Last summer, when Mom was in the hospital with leukemia, she still insisted we get to the beach. She even surprised us by getting strong enough to come along! She peeled peaches with us in the kitchen, baked one of her famous pies, sat by the pool, played card games, did jigsaw puzzles. At night Mom and I always slept on an air mattress on the balcony, and every morning we woke to a glorious sunrise over the ocean. We tried our best to be quiet while we chatted before everyone else got up. But sometimes our excitement was hard to contain.

I see a dolphin!” Mom said one morning, pointing down to the water.

“There are two!” I said, following the shapes with my finger.

Mom and I had seen so many beautiful creatures from that balcony over the years. Stingrays, sea gulls, sharks—even a beloved blue heron we named Helen. But dolphins were our favorite.

That week last summer was perfect, I thought as I followed my family up to our seventh-floor condo. Mom had been so energetic and cheerful, we could almost forget she was sick. We left the beach on a Saturday morning. By Wednesday, Mom had taken her first breath in heaven.

We reached the door to our unit, and I touched the dolphin necklace I wore every day, a gift from Mom. We had come to celebrate her life, but how could our family vacation possibly be the same without her?

My father unlocked the front door and we all filed in. My sister threw open the curtains. “Wow, look!” she said.

We turned, expecting a familiar view of the beach. But there was something more. Over the water floated a magnificent double rainbow. We all went out on the balcony. I couldn’t help but feel joyful just looking at it. Mom would have loved this, I thought. It was official. The celebration had begun. I felt as if Mom was right there with us at the window.

In fact, I’d often sensed Mom’s presence. During the worst times, when I was most lonely for her, I could have sworn I felt her arms wrap around me. Maybe she sent an angel to comfort me, I’d think. I wished that angel was with us at the beach now.

At sunset the whole family went down to the dunes. “This was probably your mother’s favorite spot in the world,” Daddy said.

“I’m glad our last memories of her were here,” I said. “It was almost as if she planned it.”

“I thought the same thing,” Daddy said. “In fact, I asked her if she had asked God to give her one last perfect week with us. She confessed she had done just that.”

That night one of my sisters took Mom’s place with me on the balcony. I fell asleep listening to the rolling waves and awoke just before dawn. Mom wasn’t there for an early morning chat, and my sister was still asleep, so I crept into the kitchen to make some coffee. I picked up the pot to fill it with water.

Go down to the beach.

I didn’t know where the idea had come from, but I slipped on a sundress and went outside. Walking through the pool area, I could see something in the ocean beyond. A fin. A dolphin fin.

I walked over the sand toward the water. The dolphin was about three feet from the shore. I stared at her in wonder, the rising sun flashing on the tip of her fin. She swam slowly east toward the dawn, so slowly it was easy for me to walk with her along the shore. She’s so close, I thought, I can almost touch her.

After walking beside her for about a mile, I knew it was time to turn back. To let the dolphin swim off on her own. Just like it’s time to let Mom go, I thought. At that very moment the dolphin flipped her tail with a splash. She dipped under the water and swam right out to sea, happy and free, just as Mom was in heaven. I rubbed my dolphin charm around my neck, thinking how glad I was that Mom managed to be in two places at once. Because she was at Orange Beach with us too.

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A Guardian Angel to the Rescue?

A few weeks ago I was flown up to Pennsylvania to be interviewed for a Canadian TV program, William Shatner’s Weird or What?, for History Television.

The series features real-life mysteries and then examines the science, theories and evidence that attempt to explain the impossible. It’s not a debunking show but rather a discussion with credible scientists and authorities of matters that cannot be easily explained.

As an expert on angels, I was asked to speak about an astounding event: A woman was skydiving with her boyfriend when her parachute got tangled up. She fell 10,000 feet, landed on a macadam parking lot…and survived. Moreover, unbeknownst to her, she was pregnant—and guess what? Her baby also lived and is doing fine!

The incident provoked many questions: Could her and her baby’s survival be explained by divine intervention? Did an angel break her fall, bring an updraft, carry her down in gentle arms?

The woman thinks the baby was her angel—and certainly that child wanted to be born! But I think it’s just as likely that it was her guardian angel or the guardian angel of the baby she was carrying. It would be fun to know what happens to that child when she grows up—something wondrous may be afoot.

A Guardian Angel Saved His Life on Christmas Eve

My wife, Arbutis, and I graduated high school in May 1960 and wed that June. We couldn’t wait to start our married life! We set up house in Knoxville, Tennessee, enjoyed a newlyweds’ summer and watched the fall leaves change together. But that winter, on our first Christmas Eve as husband and wife, I was finishing up a job three hours away.

Money was tight, and I’d picked up work in Nashville for a few days, installing a marble floor in a bank. The construction company had set me up in a motel room and lent me a truck for the trip. I woke early on Christmas Eve morning more anxious than ever to get back to her. I’d wrap up the job by afternoon and hit the road home. I packed my bag, checked out of the motel and sprinted through freezing rain to the truck in the parking lot. I sat behind the wheel, warming up the engine to defrost the windshield, thick with ice.

Thoughts of Arbutis were enough to warm me. She’d no doubt have a special dinner waiting when I walked in the door for a cozy Christmas Eve. As soon as the windshield was clear, I headed off to complete my flooring.

My project manager stopped me in the hallway sometime in the late morning. “Doug, the weather forecast doesn’t look good,” he said. “If you’re determined to get home for dinner tonight, you need to leave now.”

“I’ll be done in a couple hours,” I told him. I didn’t want to have to come back. Being 180 miles away from Arbutis felt like being across the world.

My project manager looked at me with concern. “The Cumberland Mountains lie between here and Knoxville. If you wait and the state closes the highway, you could get stranded.”

I smiled with the confidence that only an 18-year-old can feel. “I will cross that bridge when I come to it,” I said. For the next few hours, I didn’t think about anything but the floor I was installing. When the job was done, I walked back out to the truck. The weather wasn’t letting up, as predicted, but I wasn’t worried. I grew up in the mountains of Tennessee. I knew how to drive through them, even in a winter storm.

I warmed up the truck to melt the fresh ice on the windshield and headed toward Knoxville. There were already a few abandoned vehicles at the foot of the mountain, next to a trooper’s car with its lights blinking.

Halfway up the mountain, my steering wheel turned sluggish as I rounded a turn. I tugged it to the left, but the truck veered to the right. I had to pull over to the shoulder. It didn’t take long to figure out the problem. My left front tire was almost flat. Probably picked up a nail at the job site, I thought.

I flicked on the caution lights and got to work changing the tire. It wasn’t much fun doing it in the freezing rain, but I knew what I was doing. In no time I was tightening the last lug. A couple more turns… The blare of an air horn made me look up. A Tennessee State dump truck had just rounded the curve and was bearing down on me, its lights flashing. God, please don’t let the driver lose control. I pressed myself tight against my truck. Instinct shut my eyes tight.

Everything went dark and silent. I felt warm and safe. The blinding lights, the air horn, the icy rain—all my senses were wrapped in a protective shroud. Did the truck hit me? Is this death? A hand touched my shoulder, and again I was aware of the cold, the rain, the fright I’d felt. I opened my eyes to the dump truck driver standing beside me.

“Are you all right?” The man’s voice was trembling. “I called the state police on my radio. I struck the person standing behind you.”

“The person behind me?” I said. “There wasn’t anyone with me.”

The driver peered into the freezing rain, as if in shock. He insisted he’d seen someone. State police arrived and questioned us separately. Sitting in the police car, I watched the truck driver and the officers search for the phantom person.

“There’s no damage to your pickup,” the policeman told me. “No sign that the dump truck hit anything at all.”

“I don’t know what that driver thought he saw.” As I said the words, I remembered the protection I’d felt when I shut my eyes.

“Thank your lucky stars,” the policeman said. “Judging by the tracks, the truck missed you by inches.”

I didn’t believe in lucky stars, but I did believe in angels. When I got home, wet and cold but happy, I told my wife all about the angel who got me home. We still talk about that night all these 60 happily married years later.

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A Guardian Angel Arrives in Answer to a Mother’s Prayer

“Sing, Dari! Loud as you can!” Normally my four-year-old daughter loved to sing. Now she just stared, uncomprehending, at the nurse. I squeezed her hand for comfort. The nurse wanted her to sing so she would take deep breaths of anesthesia. I understood that, but how could I explain it to Dari?

The doctor had allowed me to be in the operating room until she was asleep, but I didn’t feel like I was being all that much help. There was so much for Dari to take in: the mask over her nose and mouth, the doctors and nurses in scrubs, the machines, the bright lights, the tables.

Even I must have looked strange to her. My hair was tucked up under a sterile cap and only my eyes were visible above my mask. “It’s okay, Dari. Just sing whatever song you like. The doctor’s going to give you the laughing gas to put you to sleep. Remember you picked out the flavor you wanted?”

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“Cupcake!” said Dari. She tried to smile, but her eyes darted around the room again. Those eyes were so full of fear. I’d tried to prepare Dari for everything that would happen in surgery. We talked about how the doctors would make an incision to repair an umbilical hernia.

“They’ll make a little cut and sew it right up,” I’d said. “Cut me open?” Dari had said, horrified. “Sew me?” “It won’t hurt at all!” I promised. “You’ll be home the same day. And back to school a few days later.”

Dari looked doubtfully at her belly button where the doctor was going to operate. “It’ll look fine when she’s finished,” I said. We even googled pictures of belly buttons after surgery. When we arrived at the hospital, the nurses had predicted Dari’s own would be “gorgeous.”

The doctor had told me the surgery was routine, but nothing was routine when you were four years old. “I’m here, Dari,” I said, squeezing her hand tighter. “Let’s sing together.” We got through a few bars of “Twinkle, Twinkle, Little Star.” Then her eyes closed.

“She’s under!” the nurse bellowed. I was led back into the hallway. Now I was the one who was worried. Not about the surgery. I trusted the doctor. I just didn’t want Dari to be scared. Be with her, Lord, I prayed. Soothe her fear.

The surgery was fast—not much over an hour. “She did great,” the surgeon said when she met me in the waiting room. “But the repair turned out to be a little more complicated than we thought. The recovery will take a little longer. She’ll miss a few weeks of school.”

Oh, no, I thought. I’d promised Dari she’d be up and around soon. Worse yet, the doctor said her belly button wouldn’t look right until it healed. Maybe not until after a second surgery. It seemed like everything I’d promised Dari was falling through. What kind of mother was I?

I followed a nurse to the recovery room where Dari was waking up. I kissed her forehead. “Your doctor said you did great,” I told her. “I know,” she said, still a little groggy. “I watched myself.” “What do you mean?”

She pointed at her feet. “I was sitting right there at the end of the bed. But in the other room.” The operating room. Was she describing a dream? “I saw the nurse pull open my pajamas and watched them work on my tummy. It didn’t hurt. I wasn’t scared either. My guardian angel was with me.”

“You mean the lady who asked you to sing?” “No, Mom,” she said, as if frustrated I didn’t get it. “My guardian angel!” “Oh. What did she look like?” Dari held up her hands to show something the size of a doll. Maybe she was dreaming of one of her dolls?

“How did you know she was an angel?” I asked. “Because of her wings,” Dari said. “And because she kept hugging me and hugging me.” Our discussion was interrupted by the nurse arriving with a Popsicle. But I couldn’t stop thinking about that dream—or that angel.

I kept thinking about her after Dari got home. Funny that Dari talked about seeing an angel just when I needed to know she was watched over. The first few days were hard. Dari’s tummy was sore and she quickly got bored stuck in bed.

So to entertain her one day I asked about the angel again. “She was this size,” Dari said, making the same shape with her hands. “She wore a long pink gown with tennis shoes…” She looked around her room—“that color.” She pointed to a lavender pillow.

“Her hair was long. Like salt and pepper. With some strands of pink in it.” The more details Dari gave the more excited I got. “Tell me about her again,” I said. “So you don’t forget her.”

Dari sat up in bed and put her hands on her hips. “Mom, I could never forget my angel.” Of course she couldn’t. How many times did Dari have to tell me her angel was real before I believed that God had answered my prayer? He’d sent an angel to comfort my daughter—an angel she would love and remember all her life.

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A Dream Come True

Was this a church? The high, vaulted ceilings made it seem like one–almost, but not exactly. That’s the way things often are in dreams, and I was dreaming now. Deeply. A woman entered the room. With her was a small child, a little girl in soft, lavender footie pajamas. She was barely a toddler, still a baby in many ways.

Her brown hair was braided and her big, dark eyes were beautiful. But it wasn’t their beauty that struck me so much as the quiet courage I saw reflected in them as the child took a tentative step forward.

I sunk to my knees, putting myself at her level. Don’t be afraid, I thought. The girl hesitated a moment, clinging shyly to the woman. Then, as if making a decision she opened her arms and toddled to me.

My own arms were open and waiting to catch her. Her little body was soft and warm and right in my embrace. Like she belonged with me. “You’re fine,” I said as I rocked her gently. “Everything’s going to be just fine.”

I opened my eyes to the sound of my alarm clock. Beside me, my husband, Val, rolled over and got up. Elsewhere in the house I could hear our sons, Dash, 16, and Phineas, 6, stirring. I climbed out of bed. By the time the kids left for school and I started the breakfast dishes I barely remembered the details of my dream.

It was no surprise I was dreaming about children. After a lot of discussion, Val and I had decided to adopt a baby. A little girl, we’d agreed when we filled out the application. A little older than Phineas, so she would be in between the two boys in age.

Dash was already the best big brother anyone could ever ask for, and Phineas the friendliest, silliest kindergartner. We did laundry and yard work together, came up with family projects–we even had regular “family art days” in our craft room where Dash made duct tape wallets, Val sketched, and Phineas and I painted.

There was plenty of room for one more in our family. We filled out piles of paperwork, underwent background checks, took classes on how to care for a child from foster care who’d potentially been hurt in the past. Neglected, surely.

I soaped up the dishes and thought about our daughter. I’d never met her. I’d only seen her in a photo, a grainy photocopy that barely captured her features. She was 18 months old, younger than we had planned.

“Can we handle a baby?” Val asked when the caseworker first told us about Dari. “Diapers? Middle-of-the-night feedings?”

He was right, but we decided to go to the interview anyway. “She’s been without parents since birth,” the caseworker explained when we got to her office. “She’s in foster care now. But she needs a forever home.” Despite our misgivings, we applied to adopt Dari. Now we just had to wait.

I dried the dishes and went upstairs to the nursery we’d fixed up for her. We refinished furniture, hung new curtains. Val painted a mural on the wall. I was excited to think about her coming to live here–but nervous too.

Once the agency decided to move Dari out of foster care, we’d have a transitional period. We would meet Dari, get to know her slowly. She’d spend the night with us occasionally until she felt at home. I mean, there were four of us and only one of her. We’ll need that transition as much as she will, I thought.

As eager as we were to welcome Dari, it was scary too! With all my mixed emotions, I was thankful for the wait and the process. I wanted everything to be perfect for Dari.

The phone rang. It was Dari’s caseworker. “There won’t be time for transition,” she said. “Your family is getting your baby today.

Today? We weren’t ready! How could Dari be ready?

“The agency’s decided to take her out of foster care immediately,” the caseworker said. “For her own safety. I’m going to pick her up now. We’ll be there in about an hour.” The situation must have been dire.

I hung up with the caseworker and called Val. “I’ll come home,” he said. “Should I pick up the boys?”

“No time for that,” I said. Val’s commute was a long one. I called Dash on his cell. “I’ll get Phineas at school and be right home,” he said. “Don’t worry, Mom. I got this.”

How can he be so calm? My heart pounded in my chest. My hands shook. I wanted to hide under the bed. I wasn’t ready to meet my new daughter! What if she didn’t like me? What if she didn’t like her room? What if we were the wrong parents for her? What if she belonged in another family instead?

God, I need to know we’re doing the right thing!

I ran around the house in a panic until the boys came home. Dash was grinning ear-to-ear. Phineas jumped with excitement. Five minutes later Val arrived. “Is she here yet?” he asked breathlessly.

“You made it just in time.”

The four of us gathered in the foyer together. “Everybody be calm,” said Val. “We don’t want to scare her.”

He was talking to the boys but I was the one who needed calming. Then came the knock on the door. Phineas pulled it open. The caseworker carried the girl with dark braided hair into the living room. Her brothers introduced themselves gently. I took a seat on the floor.

Dari looked around at us all, blinking her dark brown eyes. She seemed to make a decision. She crawled off the caseworker’s lap, the feet of her lavender footie pajamas landing softly on the floor. Her eyes met mine. With a jolt I recognized the courage within them. The girl from my dream!

I opened my arms. Dari toddled right to me in her familiar lavender footie pajamas. Before I realized it I was holding her, feeling how right this baby felt in my arms. A feeling that wasn’t new to me at all. “You are fine,” I heard myself whisper to her. “Everything’s going to be just fine.”

They were the same words from my dream. The ones an angel had spoken to reassure me. I knew Dari was just where she belonged. All of us were. Because, ready or not, we were a family.

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Adopting a Child Was in God’s Plan

Long before I was even close to becoming a mother myself, I loved the Prayer of Hannah service, an annual Mother’s Day tradition at my church. Families who desired a child stood up in front of the congregation and asked for prayer.

In the Bible, Hannah and her husband, Elkanah, prayed to God for a child. Hannah was infertile, but had faith her prayer would be answered. God gave Hannah Samuel.

After Matt and I married, we took the opportunity to stand at the Prayer of Hannah. Matt and I had been blessed with one biological daughter, Leah, and an adopted daughter, Abbie, when we decided to stand again.

Two years after welcoming Abbie into our family seemed like the perfect time for another adoption. I thought an older child would be best, one who fit in age between Leah, who was ten, and Abbie, two and a half. I knew exactly what I was praying for.

Matt squeezed my hand as we stood up that Mother’s Day in church. I pictured a little girl between five and ten years old. “Lord, we are so ready to add to our family,” I said. “Please bring the right child into our hearts.” Surrounded by my husband, my congregation and my pastor, I felt sure God had heard me. Now we just had to wait.

It wasn’t until July that we got a call from an adoption and foster care ministry at our church. I couldn’t contain my excitement as I picked up the phone.

“There is a baby boy available for adoption. Would you be interested?”

A baby? That wasn’t what I was expecting at all. I wasn’t mentally prepared for a baby. My infant-caring days were behind me, I’d thought.

“The child is going to be dropped off here at the church today,” the counselor said.

Today? This was all happening so fast. A new baby came with steps I hadn’t counted on—assembling a crib, buying formula, borrowing baby clothes. I had to talk to Matt.

“Maybe God will change our minds if we pray about it,” he said when I told him about the phone call. So I did. God, if this is your will, please move our hearts to bring a baby into our home.

God wouldn’t give us anything we couldn’t handle, would he? Leah and Abbie were growing into bright, beautiful children. They would love a baby in the house.

Yes, I thought. This is definitely right for us. I called back the adoption ministry and said we were ready.

“This is it,” I said when I hung up. “They’ll call us back when the baby arrives.” I turned on the news to calm myself down.

“This evening a newborn baby boy was dropped off anonymously at a fire station,” the anchorman said. “There was no note, and police report that the birth parents are currently unknown.”

“A fire station?” Matt seemed very surprised.

“Safe-haven laws permit the leaving of unharmed infants in police stations, hospitals and fire stations so the babies can become wards of the state,” I explained. “Well, at least the birth parents cared enough to do the right thing.”

“We will have more information regarding this incident when it becomes available,” the newscaster announced.

I had the strangest thought. Could this be our baby? No reason to think so. But I couldn’t remember the last time I’d heard such a report on the evening news. It seemed like a sign. I pictured the little boy waiting for me. The phone rang, scattering my thoughts. I rushed to answer it.

“Mrs. Burklew? We have some disappointing news. I am so sorry, but the baby won’t be coming after all.”

I looked straight at the television screen, speechless. Just like that—our adoption fell through. Matt saw my disappointment and hugged me. “We’ll find our baby,” he said. I went to bed. God, I’m so confused, I prayed. You moved my heart to desire a baby instead of an older child. I am ready for a baby. Why did you close the door? Why?

I tried to find ways to keep myself busy. I searched for summer activities for Leah and Abbie, but I kept feeling this gentle tug at my heart. How could I be so wrong in what God had planned for us? Maybe we weren’t meant to be parents again. I had to accept that too.

I was getting the girls ready for the pool one day when the phone rang. I could see by the caller ID that it was the adoption ministry at our church again. I almost didn’t want to pick up.

It was the attorney for the ministry. “There was a couple from Indiana who attended the Mother’s Day service this year,” he said. “They were extremely touched by the Prayer of Hannah portion of the service, and they have a two-month-old granddaughter who needs a home. They think you’re the right match. Would you be interested?”

Interested? Try shocked. I didn’t want to get my hopes up when he gave me the couple’s contact information. I had so many questions spinning in my head. Why would a couple from Indiana want their granddaughter to be raised in Florida? What were the chances of their coming to our church on just the right day?

“What if this all falls through again?” I said to Matt. I didn’t think I could take it.

“Let’s just wait and see,” he said.

We talked to the couple via FaceTime and learned that Carol and Rob were also adoptive parents. That’s why their son and the baby’s mother were considering adoption. Carol and Rob were determined to help little Ella get the best start in life. “We happened to be in Florida on Mother’s Day and heard the prayer. God sent us there on purpose.”

Two months later, I stepped off the plane in Indiana, where Carol, Rob and baby Ella were waiting. God had answered our Prayer of Hannah better than I could have imagined.

“This feels like a family reunion, even though we just met!” I told them. Carol and Rob had invited me to stay at their home while we waited for the adoption to be finalized.

Carol helped me learn Ella’s daily routine—feeding, bathing, rocking, putting her to bed, and being the first one there when she woke up.

When the waiting period was over, the four of us flew together to Florida to be with Matt, Leah and Abbie. Carol and Rob returned to Indiana later that week, leaving Ella with us—her new family. “She seems to know this is where she belongs,” Carol said when we said goodbye.

Maybe God had prepared her to love me just as he’d prepared me to love her. The diapers, the bottles, the baby clothes, the crying were nothing compared to the love I had for my daughter. Ella was the perfect addition to our family, and God chose us to watch her grow.

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Adopted Angels

Looking through our first issue of Angels on Earth magazine, back in September/October 1995, I rediscovered Jill D’Agnenica.

In 1993, this community-minded artist made and distributed 4,687 magenta plaster angels throughout Los Angeles. Figuring the city measures 468.7 square miles, she put 10 angels in each and every one—downtown, the barrio, the freeways, Watts. There were angels, literally, everywhere. They were numbered on the bottom, and their exact placement recorded.

By project’s end, Jill was left with a giant map of the city covered with photographs of all the angels in their individual drop-off spots. It was a good thing, too. Because the actual angel statues disappeared into the hands of their finders, “adopted” by the lucky ones who came across the surprise blessing. Which was Jill’s plan all along. “These angels are my prayers of peace for the people of Los Angeles,” Jill told Angels on Earth.

Five years later, Jill walked into a coffee shop and looked up to find one of her magenta angels smiling down on her from the rafters. The blessing she had surprised thousands with had now come back to her.

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A Divine Visitor Prayed Over Her Father in the Hospital

I was already on my way to be with Dad when I realized I hadn’t even bothered to change out of my work clothes. It was a four-hour drive from my home outside of Atlanta to Asheville, North Carolina, where Dad was in the hospital having surgery to repair a patch for an aneurysm he’d suffered years earlier.

My brother, Joe, had called me at work to tell me the operation wasn’t going well. “They can’t stop the bleeding,” he said. “Dad’s arteries are too calcified. Can you come?” I finished my shift at the med-surg unit in the hospital, and stopped by the house to pack a bag and make sure my teenagers were set while I was away. I was still in my scrubs when I got in my car.

Joe had been at the hospital since early morning, but the surgery had been delayed until late afternoon. Then the complications. Joe would wait till Dad was out of surgery and go home to rest while I traveled.

I hated the idea of Dad being alone at the hospital, even for a few hours. I was a widow, raising two teenagers and working a busy job. Plus, there was Dad, 85, with just my brother and me to look out for him. Sometimes I felt alone in the face of it all.

The road wound through the mountains of North Carolina, the sky pitch dark. A wrong turn cost me another hour backtracking. It was nearly 2 a.m. before I reached the hospital.

Inside I approached the guard and gave him my father’s name. “Seibert,” he repeated. “Yes, he’s in the ICU. An older woman has been here visiting him. You just missed her.”

“You must be mistaken,” I said. “It’s just my brother and me. Dad has only the two of us.”

“I am sure of it,” he said. “Seibert’s an unusual name. The woman arrived after your brother left.”

I was more than familiar with hospital rules. No one who wasn’t family would be allowed to sit with Dad. My mother had died of a stroke soon after my husband was killed by a drunk driver. That was eight years ago. There was no one else. But there was no point in explaining all that to the guard. I simply thanked him and followed his directions to the ICU. A nurse unlocked the doors.

I explained I’d come to see Dad. “Wait here, please,” she said. She returned with a colleague who ushered me to my father’s bedside. The room was silent except for the whoosh of the ventilator. Tubes and wires criss-crossed Dad’s body, his eyes closed. I held his hand and prayed. “I’m here,” I told him. “I love you, Dad.”

After a while, a nurse asked me to go to the ICU waiting area, where families stayed near their loved ones without being in the way of staff. Numbly I walked down the hall. An older man greeted me. We talked and realized his wife was in the cubicle next to Dad’s.

“A woman has been with him, praying over him for hours,” the man said. “The nurses didn’t engage with her, but she was amazing to watch. I imagine that was your mom?”

I shook my head, not sure what to make of this second account.

“She was tall, willowy,” the man continued. “There was something so calming about her, radiant. She had long, light silver hair. She definitely made an impression.”

There was no one I knew who matched that description, including my mother. I politely excused myself and found a chair, slumping into it, mentally and physically exhausted.

The next morning my brother returned. I told Joe about the mysterious visitor. We asked the nurse who had been sitting with our dad before I arrived. “The night staff mentioned there was someone,” the nurse said. “But I don’t know anything more than that.”

Dad recovered in the days that followed. I met others who saw the woman who’d prayed over him, all of them commenting on her serene and peaceful nature. No one had spoken to her or inquired about who she was. My father had no memory of the woman, but hearing of her prayerful presence brought tears of joy. It was then that I knew she was an angel. She could have simply appeared and disappeared from Dad’s side without a trace. Instead, she revealed herself to nurses and visitors, even the guard, people God knew I would come across. He wanted me to know that Dad was never alone. And neither was I.

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A Divine Message from a Mermaid

For most of my life, I lived in New York. But six months ago, I moved to New Jersey to be closer to my daughter. She was fighting cancer, and I didn’t regret my decision to give her all the support I could on a moment’s notice. I was right where I wanted to be. The town was beautiful, and near the ocean, where I could take long walks, just as I had at Coney Island in New York.

Strolling along the Jersey shore, I just wished I felt more settled by now. I was so focused on my daughter I hadn’t had much time to make friends or find a new church home. The ocean was always where I’d felt closest to God, so I’d come today with a specific prayer for myself. It had been a while since I prayed for anything but my daughter’s health, so I was a little out of practice when it came to asking for something for me. I looked out at the turquoise waters. It would really help to feel your undeniable presence in my life today, Lord.

As a child, I often walked the Coney Island beach with my grandmother. She used to joke that I was drawn to the sea because I had mermaid blood running in my veins. Grandma came from a long line of seafaring Irishmen, so she knew all about mermaids. “You know, mermaid tears are blue and green,” she used to say. “That’s what gives the ocean its color.”

“Mermaids are just fairy tales, Grandma,” I told her. “You’ve never seen one.”

“Well, I’ve never seen God either, but I know he’s real. Don’t you?”

Grandma was teasing, but all these years later, her point still stood. I knew God heard my prayer today, like every day, even if I couldn’t see him. I just longed for reassurance that he was with me, even when I was feeling a bit isolated.

I scanned the water for mermaids in memory of Grandma’s lesson, then headed back to my car. I took a wrong turn on my way home—all the streets still looked alike to me. Luckily, I spotted a roadside vendor up ahead, an older gentleman surrounded by a jumble of pots and pans, toys, record albums and knitwear. I pulled up and lowered the window. “Can you help me get home?”

“Sure can,” he said, running a hand through his long white hair. “Have a look around while I look in my truck for a map.”

I didn’t think I’d find much among his wares to interest me, but I got out to be polite. I was examining an old porcelain sink when a painting caught my eye. It was hung up on a fence above my head: a painting of Jesus walking beside a sea the color of mermaid tears.

The vendor came back with his maps. “Nice, isn’t it?” he said, jerking his chin at the painting. “I picked it up from the curb. Hoped it would find its way to the right person one day. Looks like that’s you.”

Before I could object, he was reaching above my head to take the painting off the fence. His sleeve bunched around his shoulder when he stretched his arm up, revealing a tattoo that Grandma would have loved. “A mermaid!” I said.

“Isn’t it a beaut? Got it when I was in the Navy,” he said. “You know, it could be that I even saw a mermaid from the ship.” He gave me a wink and some directions, then loaded up my purchase.

Driving off, I had the distinct impression that I’d just been sent an angelic message from the ocean. God had indeed followed me to my home in New Jersey, where I’d hang my beautiful new painting.

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A Devoted Father Cherishes Precious Family Memories

There was no place I’d rather be on a Sunday morning than in a church pew with my wife, Angela, especially when our daughter, Marissa, was sitting between us. But wanting to be there didn’t keep my mind from wandering. Such was life with ADHD. It didn’t take much to distract me, especially during the sermon. This morning I couldn’t keep my eyes off the baby in the pew in front of me. I admired the big pink bow wrapped around her head.

Angela put a bow just like that on Marissa when she was that age, I thought, my mind flying back to those first few months of parenthood. I glanced over at my now grown-up daughter and back to the child in front of me. The baby’s mother was focused on the precious gift in her arms. I’d seen that new mother’s expression many times on my wife’s face. The image was so clear in my mind: Angela holding baby Marissa in her arms, rocking her to sleep, the two of them gazing at each other like there was no one else in the world. Was there anything more joyful?

Movement ahead of me pulled me out of the memory. The new father had also turned his attention away from the sermon. He reached out to the baby, who lifted up a tiny fist in answer. Her chubby hand wrapped around his finger, and I could almost feel Marissa gripping my own finger for the very first time.

Marissa nudged me as the congregation stood to sing. She smiled at me over her hymn book, and I quickly found my place. When we took our seats again, the baby had fallen asleep, perhaps lulled by the music. At the sight of her peaceful face, I recalled Marissa in a white lace gown, sleeping through her christening. As if flipping through a photo album, I saw Marissa walking down the aisle to her first communion, confident at her confirmation, satin dresses at Christmas, bright pastels at Easter.

The couple in front of me scooted closer. Dad took the baby in his arms, and I was gripped by a powerful longing to be that couple again. To be younger and thinner, to have dark hair. To be able to cradle Marissa in my arms again, our whole lives ahead of us.

I should tell them what I know now that I didn’t know then, I thought as the service came to a close. “Cherish all these simple times with her,” I would say, “because those times zoom by at a speed that’s truly unfair.”

I leaned forward to tap the young father on the shoulder—but something stopped me. They were already cherishing this moment together, an angel in their arms. Our family was older now, maybe a little wiser. But we had many simple times still to cherish, including this one.

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