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The Ultimate Angels Story

Excerpted from the introduction of Proof of Angels.

One of the biggest events in my years as editor of Angels on Earth magazine came in the summer of 1999, when an applicant for a position that had opened at Guideposts and Angels on Earth came in for an interview. Angels and Guideposts are in the same offices. Edward Grinnan, the editor in chief of Guideposts, thought it would be a good idea if I took a look at the potential hire.

As we talked—me explaining what Guideposts and Angels were about, and Ptolemy telling me about his interests and work up to that point in his life—I noticed that his eye kept traveling to my bookshelves. My office had a lot of shelf space, much of it taken up with books on angels, but plenty of it empty.

It wasn’t long before I was going over to Ptolemy’s office and giving him stories to work on. At our offices someone is always on the phone, talking to the narrator of a story, asking questions, and making suggestions for how to shape and structure it. I soon got used to hearing Ptolemy’s voice in his office doing just that.

At first Ptolemy worked on the usual Angels story—a first-person narrative that the editor works to create with the person who has had an angelic experience. But before too long, he branched out.

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He started producing what we call “thought pieces” for me: articles that would take a subject that at first glance seemed to have little to do with angels, and show how this wasn’t the case at all. I loved these articles, and began to feature them as cover stories every other issue.

From seeds to seashells to birds to stars, wherever Ptolemy turned his gaze he seemed to find connections with angels. The shelves of his office overflowed with books, and I realized what he must have been thinking that day we met in my office: Why aren’t all of her shelves completely full?

In 2007 Ptolemy left Guideposts and Angels to work on a book called The Divine Life of Animals, the idea for which had come from an article he’d written for Guideposts about animals and the afterlife. The article turned out to be one of the most popular in the magazine’s history, and Ptolemy spent the next year developing and enlarging the idea.

Today, Ptolemy and I are married. Though he no longer works in our offices, in a way not much has changed. He still has too many books on his shelves downstairs in his study, and during the time he spent working with Dr. Eben Alexander on Proof of Heaven and The Map of Heaven, I’d often hear Ptolemy on the phone, shaping the narrative, bouncing ideas back and forth, just as he would have done had it been a Guideposts or Angels on Earth story.

In fact, Ptolemy called Proof of Heaven his “ultimate Guideposts story,” and though the result was not a Guideposts article but a bestselling book, I could see why he felt that that was just what it was.

One morning last March, I sent Ptolemy a link to a story that we’d discussed in the weekly editorial meeting: a story about a young woman who had crashed in a river, and the police officers who had worked to save her, believing she was alive because of a voice that came from inside the car. It was just the kind of story Ptolemy would have liked: tragic, mysterious, but also deeply hopeful.

I knew that Angels on Earth readers wouldn’t have taken that mysterious voice for anything other than the voice of an angel, and I knew that Ptolemy would have loved bringing out the details and drama of the story to maximum effect.

Could we do the story justice in our pages, or was it too big a story, too bittersweet, for our short format? I sent Ptolemy the link.

An hour or so later, Ptolemy called. Not too long after my email had come in, he’d received a call from an agent working with one of the police officers who had been on hand at the crash. The agent—Jennifer Gates—knew Ptolemy’s work, and thought he might be able to turn the story into a book. She even had a title in mind: Proof of Angels.

For the next few months, our house was more like an extension of the Guideposts and Angels on Earth offices than ever before. Ptolemy and police officer Tyler Beddoes were on the phone constantly, developing not just a working relationship but what I soon realized was a deep friendship as well. Ptolemy believed that just as Proof of Heaven was his “ultimate Guideposts story,” Proof of Angels was going to be his ultimate Angels on Earth story.

Reading it now, I have to agree. And I can’t help but think that an angel might have been at work that morning Ptolemy received not just an email from me about Tyler’s story, but a call from Jennifer as well.

—Colleen Hughes, editor of Angels on Earth magazine

The Two Angels That Saved Her from Drowning

With my husband away on a business trip, I planned to spend a quiet weekend at home. But when my friend Chickie and her husband, Dom, invited me to join them for an afternoon at the beach, I was tempted. “I had an asthma attack yesterday, and it really tired me out,” I warned them. “So I’ll probably just lie out on the sand. It’s too humid for me to do much.”

A few hours later, relaxing under a sun umbrella after a picnic lunch, I was glad I’d come. Chickie and Dom went for a dip. They liked to go far out before swimming parallel to the shore. Shielding my eyes, I looked for them in the water, but they were too far away. The tide was low, and we’d laid our towels in a grassy area quite far from the surf. I soaked up the sun until I got too hot, then took a walk down to the shore.

For a few minutes I just let the waves lap around my legs. The ocean was smooth as glass. I could float on my back as if I were in a swimming pool, I thought, and did. I closed my eyes and enjoyed the gentle rocking underneath me. The sun wasn’t quite so hot this late in the afternoon.

I drifted peacefully until the water beneath me dipped and rolled, splashing over my face. I opened my eyes and looked around. How did I get so far from shore? I hadn’t realized how quickly the sea was carrying me.

I started swimming as quick and hard as I could. Even so I wasn’t getting any closer, and it was becoming harder to breathe. I spun around with a splash, looking for help, but I seemed to be completely alone in the water. Far off on the sand I could see people packing up their umbrellas and towels. It must be nearly five o’clock, I thought. That’s when the lifeguard went off duty.

A wave slapped my face and I swallowed salt water. My chest was already burning as I struggled to breathe. I had no air to call for help. In desperation I raised one hand and waved it to get the lifeguard’s attention. I’ll never last till he reaches me, I thought. They’re all too far away. I’m going to drown out here and nobody even sees me!

Two young men were suddenly near me. “Help,” I managed to whisper.

One of them grabbed my arm. The other grabbed his arm. Together they pulled me toward the shore. The lifeguard splashed into the water with his board. “You can stand here,” he said. “The water’s shallow.”

I shook my head. I was too exhausted to stand, much less walk. They laid me over the board.

“You were caught in a riptide,” the lifeguard said as the three of them carried me onto the sand, still shaking, trying to catch my breath.

“Are you all right now?” one of my rescuers asked.

I looked up at the two of them and nodded. For the first time I got a really good look at them. Vanilla was the word that came to my mind to describe them. They looked nearly alike, as if they were twins. Their skin was neither pale nor dark. They were neither short nor tall. Their hair wasn’t any color I could name. Just two clean-cut young men. Plain vanilla. “Thank you so much for saving my life. And thank you too,” I said to the lifeguard.

The few others had gathered on the beach. I felt embarrassed and got up to walk back to my towel. After just a few steps I looked back again for the twins.

The beach was nearly empty as the small crowd dispersed. The lifeguard packed his things. The water was empty. In the few seconds since I’d turned around, my twin saviors had simply vanished.

“There you are!” Dom said when I got back to the towel. “We wondered where you were.”

“Did you go swimming?” Chickie asked.

I looked back at the water once more. Then I sat down with my friends to tell them about the angels.

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The Tulips Were a Heaven-Sent Sign of Forgiveness

It was good to come home refreshed that spring, right before Easter, the flowers in full bloom. Peter and I had just flown back to Pennsylvania after a long-overdue getaway. I was still unpacking when the phone rang. It was his sister calling to say that their mother was in the hospital. “She thought she was having a heart attack,” Peter said when he got off the phone. “But the doctors say it’s an esophageal stricture. She’s fine, nothing serious…but she wants me to fly out to Chicago to see her.”

My mother-in-law relied heavily on Peter, who responded like a good son to her every summons. I understood Peter wanting to do all he could for her, even if my mother-in-law and I had never been close. But after years of witnessing him never saying no to her, I was running out of patience. For too long I’d watched my husband suffer under the pressure of his mother’s demanding nature. How were we to know when she really needed him? “Call the airline,” I said. “See just how much that roundtrip flight will cost.” I hoped that would settle it.

The last thing Peter needed was unnecessary stress after the tumultuous year he’d had with his own health. In fact, that was the reason we’d decided to finally take a vacation—a honeymoon, actually, after 18 years of marriage. Peter had undergone two open-heart surgeries for aortic aneurysms, the result of a disorder that affected the connective tissue of his vascular system. The disorder was genetic, so his family was tested for it. All but Peter had been cleared, including his mother. The doctors were saying she was fine. I hated to see Peter jump on another flight right away.

He was talking to an airline ticket agent when I heard another voice: “Let him go.” It didn’t come as a thought. No one else was in the room. It wasn’t a man’s voice or a woman’s. But I heard the words as clearly as if they had been spoken in my ear. “Let him go.”

Peter hung up the phone, ready for a difficult discussion with me, but I couldn’t ignore the voice I’d heard. I knew he had to go.

Peter flew out to Chicago on Easter Sunday. He spent two days by his mother’s side. The day he returned, we received another call from his sister. This one was a shock: Their mother had died. “She was misdiagnosed,” Peter said. “It was an aortic aneurysm.”

I thanked God for the voice that had guided me. I never would have forgiven myself for arguing over Peter’s final visit with his mom. In Chicago together for the funeral, I mourned the daughter-in-law relationship I had never managed to build. Even as I cried, I struggled to forgive my mother-in-law for her part in that. I struggled with myself for not trying harder.

The following fall, I chose a spot in our yard to plant tulips in her honor. The nursery didn’t have any yellow tulip bulbs—her favorite color—so I settled on variegated purple and white. The color is dramatic, just like she was, I thought the day I planted them. It felt good to dig my fingers into the dirt, pushing the bulbs deep into the soil, where the squirrels couldn’t get them. I found myself remembering the things about my mother-in-law I could appreciate and admire. As dramatic as she was, she was also intelligent and creative, and loved her children. I felt as though I was burying years of the anger and resentment I’d felt toward her. My feelings for her softened as I watered and cared for our garden. No doubt she would have insisted I find yellow tulips for her, but maybe being in heaven had softened her too.

I had months to wait before the tulips bloomed. But sure enough, one day the following spring, I glanced out the kitchen window and saw a flash of color. It was as if the tulips had sprung up overnight. I rushed outside for a closer look. The variegated bulbs I’d planted had a surprise for me. The tulips grew in two neat rows, with pure purple tulips on the ends. The tulips in the back row were pure white. But the tulips in the front row? They were bright yellow. Heaven seemed to smile with me. I like to think my mother-in-law found a dramatic way to show me she accepted my peace offering. Forgiveness had grown in our garden.

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The Teacher’s Helper

The lazy days of summer were winding down, and I was anxious for the new school year to begin. I always liked to come into my elementary school art classroom a couple of weeks before the first day to get things ready for the kids.

You could hear a pin drop in the quiet halls. My mind wandered among all the new projects and ideas I had for the coming year. Thank you, God, for this time alone to work hard and prepare.

This year I planned to teach world cultures through art. I sorted my supplies into large copy-paper boxes, letting my imagination run wild with each item I picked up.

Coffee cans covered with fabric could make drums. Big sheets of colorful cardboard would be perfect for African masks. Old paper rolls could be transformed into tribal staffs with some feathers and beads. The beads would also make great Egyptian necklaces. Of course we’d have to make pyramids too! The possibilities were endless.

All done, I carried the not-too-heavy boxes over to the tall shelf where I store my supplies. I can lift these by myself, I thought. No need to bug the custodians. They were busy too, cleaning the school and doing last-minute repairs.

I dragged two chairs from the students’ desks and arranged them side by side against the shelf. With one foot on each chair I hoisted the boxes. Back and forth I stepped, using the chairs as if they were a platform. I positioned the boxes in stacks till they nearly reached the ceiling.

One of the boxes jutted out a bit. Neatness counts! I thought. I reached to straighten it. Almost…only a touch more.

My fingertips just barely brushed against the out-of-place box. My foot slipped between the chairs. I couldn’t catch myself! My eyes squeezed shut in fear. Surely I’d sprain an ankle, break my leg or worse! God, please soften my fall….

A second later I was sitting in one of the chairs, amazed not to be sprawled out on the floor as I should have been. I sat there wondering, How? There was no logical way I could have fallen into this position, especially when I had been facing the opposite direction! I looked myself over. Except for a sore arm, I was fine. As if an angel had caught me.

There was still work to finish: decorating, checking the paint sets to see if they had dried out. I moved on to my next task, knowing I wasn’t the only one working hard in the art room that day.

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The Story behind ‘An Angel Named Bill’

This month, in the July/August issue of Angels on Earth magazine, we have a lovely story called, “An Angel Named Bill,” about an angel who escorted an elderly woman to heaven. I’ve known the author of that story, Sam McGarrity, for years.

Sam McGarrityWe worked together when I first started out at Guideposts, and in the true Southern tradition of her roots, Sam told the best stories in the office. She had a way of talking in long sentences, giving every detail of a happening, all in her sweet, slow drawl. When she recently told me this story about Angel Bill escorting her mother to heaven more than a decade ago, I nearly fell off my chair.

“You know how much we love escorting angel stories here, Sam,” I said. “What took you so long to tell it?”

Sam thought. I was patient, like her.

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“I wanted to keep it just for me for a while. So I could treasure the truth of it before I sat down to write it out. I had to tell it just right because it’s so much more than a story.”

Sam is so right. It is so much more than a story.

The Stained Glass of Chartres

Today's guest blogger is Meg Belviso. She recently took a spiritual tour of France. Here's the fourth installment about her travels.

Photo of Chartres cathedral rose window by Natalia Bratslavsky, ThinkstockIf you walk around Chartres, in #SpiritualFrance at night, you’ll find the whole town transformed by an amazing light show. The central attraction, of course, is Chartres’ cathedral, Le Basilique-Cathédrale Notre-Dame de Chartres.

The current cathedral has stood on the spot since the early 13th century–and it’s been attracting pilgrims for just as long. Those early visitors often slept right in the cathedral itself–that’s why the floors near the entrance were built to slope downward, making them easier to clean!

There’s a lot of artistry evident in the cathedral, and none is more beautiful than its 176 stained glass windows. The windows have fascinated people for so long that the cathedral now offers classes in the art of stained glass for both professionals and beginners.

Students learn not only modern techniques for working with glass, but how early craftsmen made masterpieces like the 12th century rose window.

That masterpiece, which is the exact same size as the labyrinth on the floor below it, is made with glass tinted with cobalt oxide to create a deep blue unlike any other.

The people of Chartres are understandably protective of their cathedral and its glass. At the start of World War I and II, rather than chance the windows being damaged, the city had them all immediately removed and placed in the crypt.

Still, the cathedral was almost destroyed in 1944 when Allied forces suspected the occupying German army was using the cathedral tower as a lookout. Rather than simply destroy the cathedral as ordered, US Army Colonel Welborn Barton Griffin, Jr. offered to slip behind enemy lines to find out the truth.

He and one other soldier were able to enter the cathedral and report back that it was not occupied by the Germans, thus saving it from being bombed. To this day, Colonel Griffin is considered a hero and friend to the city of Chartres.

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The Shooting Star Angel

Anybody who asked me about babies when I was a little girl got the same answer: I would rather have puppies. I’ve sure changed since then, I thought as I stepped into the pre-dawn darkness one September morning. My job started at 6:00 a.m., so this time of year I made the 45-minute commute in the dark.

The drive gave me a lot of time to think, and lately all my thoughts were the same: Would John and I ever have a baby?

I pulled onto the country road that led to the office. The sky was still full of stars. I tried to concentrate on the beauty instead of worrying, but it was impossible.

John and I started dating senior year of high school and wed in our 20s. The first couple of years I hardly gave thought to children. There were so many things to discover about my husband and our new life. “When it happens it happens,” John and I told each other.

But when our friends started having babies, the empty space got harder to ignore. All the prayers in the world hadn’t helped.

One afternoon at the beginning of summer, I came home from work, flopped on the bed and sobbed into my pillow. John found me there, still crying.

“Listen,” he said when I’d dried my tears. “Let’s give ourselves the summer not to worry about this. Maybe we’re trying too hard, stressing ourselves out. Then at summer’s end we’ll have a serious talk about our options.”

John was right. It was a relief to take time off from worrying. But our worry vacation was coming to an end. Looking out at the road ahead, my old fears flooded back into my mind. I’ve prayed so much already. Has God even heard me?

The stars in the sky knew nothing of my troubles and shined brightly. The road rose up an incline, drawing me closer to them. As I crested the top of the hill I gasped.

A shooting star blazed across the sky. Its glittering tail stretched out behind it, leaving a glow that lit up the darkness. Without thinking, I chanted, “Star light, star bright, first star I see tonight….” I didn’t have to name the wish.

God knew what I wanted. Watching the star disappear out of sight, I felt He’d sent me an angel to catch my prayer and deliver it to heaven.

The shooting star disappeared and seemed to take my anxiety with it. I knew my prayer would be answered—how I wasn’t sure.

When John and I sat down to have our first talk about options, he was surprised by the change in my attitude. I told him about my shooting star.

Somewhere, somehow God was at work on my prayer, even if I didn’t know how. There were many options for a couple wanting to have a child. One of them was right for us. “We’ll find the answer soon,” I assured him. John couldn’t help but share my confidence.

On October 1, just four weeks after seeing my star, I learned I was pregnant. Four weeks pregnant to be exact. Perhaps the angel I imagined carrying my prayer was cradling the answer to it in her arms.

These Donuts Became a Divine Sign from Above

I didn’t know what to expect when I walked into the meeting room that November evening. I’d never been to a grief group, but when I came across a flier, I thought it might be good to speak with other people—besides my husband—who had lost someone they loved. Our son, Al, would have turned 25 in just a few weeks, but he had died in a car accident.

I took a seat and looked around at the group chatting amongst themselves. It was obvious that many of them had been coming for a while. I’ll give myself three sessions here, God, I bargained. That will be long enough to know if it’s right for me.

When the meeting began, I just listened. The group wasn’t shy about laughing when someone told a funny story. I wasn’t yet ready to laugh or to share. Not at all ready to talk about the last time I saw Al.

My husband, Dana, and I had driven to visit him at the group home where he was living in Traverse City, Michigan. At first, I wasn’t happy about Al moving out. He had autism, and even though we’d tried to raise him to be independent, it was hard to think of him living six hours away from us. My doubts were dispelled on that first visit. I’d never seen Al as excited and full of purpose as he was then, preparing to start work on a cleaning crew. We shopped for everything he would need at his new job: good shoes, a bag for lunch, thick gloves for cold days. I could see the pride in Al’s eyes each time he said, “I have to get ready for work.”

When it was time to go, Al walked us to our car. He gave me a hug, something he hadn’t done since he became a teenager. “I’m so proud of you, Al,” I said. As we drove away, I turned around to wave, but Al had gone back inside. “He’s got to get ready for work,” Dana reminded me with a smile.

Al was ready to make his mark on the world. Then, just a few months later, he was gone. I grieved for myself, but also for my son’s dreams. He would never get a chance to make that mark on the world, and no one besides Dana and I would really notice.

I wanted the grief group to know about Al. I just wasn’t sure what to say, where to start. Before I knew it, we were wrapping up. “Does anyone else have something they’d like to share?” the leader asked.

“My son would have been celebrating a birthday soon,” I said. “Al didn’t like cake, but he loved donuts. The bigger and stickier the better. So if you think of it, I hope you’ll have a donut on November twenty-ninth, in memory of Al.” Many said they would.

Dana and I got through Al’s birthday as best we could. At the next grief group meeting, several people mentioned they had wished Al a happy birthday on the twenty-ninth. A man I thought I might have recognized from the last time was first to raise his hand. “Yes, Dave?” the group leader said.

“I wanted to ask…who was the lady at the last meeting whose son loved donuts on his birthday?”

“That’s Linda,” someone said, pointing me out.

Dave nodded my way. “Well, I lost my wife about a year ago,” he said, “and haven’t been able to think about much else. When your son’s birthday came around, I remembered what you’d asked, such a simple request. I thought to myself, if you can’t have a donut in memory of this lady’s son, you’re thinking way too much about yourself. So I went to a bakery and bought a big sticky donut.”

Al would love that, I thought. What an unexpected gift.

“But when I got to the counter, I thought, Oh, heck, might as well get two,” Dave went on. “While the girl at the counter put them in a bag, I noticed eight more just sitting there on the tray and I thought, you know, people really like donuts…”

The group laughed.

“I bought all eight,” Dave said, “and packed them two to a bag. On my way home I stopped off to see a few people I haven’t been keeping in touch with as much as I should. I asked each one if they wanted one. But before I gave them the bag, they had to wish Al happy birthday.”

Oh, Al, I thought. Do you hear this?

“‘Who’s Al?’ the donut recipients asked me, and I told them what I knew. Funny thing,” Dave said, looking at me. “I couldn’t remember your name. In fact, I couldn’t have picked you out of a lineup of two. But your son’s birthday was the best day I’ve had since my wife died. I wouldn’t have thought buying a donut could change my life for the better, but that’s just what it did.”

I didn’t know whether to laugh or cry in thankfulness for Dave’s story, so I did a little of both. God gave Al a legacy worthy of the man he was, mending broken hearts one donut at a time.

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The Sea Turtle That Saved Her from Drowning

Two more dives. That’s all my husband, Larry, and I had left in St. Lucia. We’d spent a week here in paradise. It was almost time to go back to Kentucky. Almost, but not quite.

“What a gorgeous day!” I said as we boarded the dive boat. On the agenda was viewing a wrecked ship plus whatever tropical life we’d encounter: fish, coral, maybe even some sea turtles.

“Look who’s here.” Larry pointed to another couple waving to us, the Brits we’d sat with at dinner the night before. They were novice divers who wanted to hear about the hundreds of dives my husband and I had done between us.

“Everyone buddy up,” the dive master announced. “Two by two.”

Our new friends turned to us. “What do you think of the four of us all buddying up together?” the man asked.

“The four of us?” I said. “I’ve never done that.”

The buddy system is an important part of scuba diving. Buddies were aware of each other at all times, sharing responsibility for their safety, keeping track of how long they’d been underwater and periodically signaling to check air pressure.

Our new friends seemed disappointed by my hesitation. The woman, especially, appeared really nervous. “I’d feel a lot better with experienced divers looking out for us,” she confessed.

I felt selfish for not wanting to share my expertise. How could we turn down a chance to help them have the best experience possible?

“I suppose it would be okay,” Larry said.

The boat took us out to a spot above the wreck. “We’re dropping a dive line,” the dive master explained. “It will attach to a dive buoy that’s attached to the wreck itself. There’s usually a bit of a current around this site, so when you drop into the water, follow the line straight down to the end. You’ll spend no more than 15 to 20 minutes around the sunken ship. You should return to the surface with at least 500 psi—meaning 500 pounds per square inch of air pressure— in your oxygen tanks.” She gave us a few more safety instructions, reminding us to pause on our ascent to allow our bodies to expel dissolved gas, then had us gear up and get in line for the dive. The instructions were thorough and clear for beginners like our buddies.

Larry and I went to the back of the boat, entered the water and swam to the buoy line to wait for our turn to descend. Our British friends followed behind us. “See you at the bottom,” Larry said when it was his turn. He sunk below the surface.

I moved up next. “Could you hold on a minute?” the dive master said. “I want to put the newbies between you and Larry.” I wished my new friends luck, and down they went. “You’re up,” the dive master said then. “Just follow the line down. You won’t have any trouble.”

I started my descent. This is the murkiest water I’ve ever been in, I thought. Even the lakes in Kentucky are clearer! But the murkiness wasn’t my biggest problem. The current pushed me, pulled me and spun me until I felt like a load of laundry in a spin cycle. I lost sight of the dive line. I didn’t even know which way was up. Instinctively I looked for Larry. Wherever he was, he was probably focused on our new friends and not me.

I should never have agreed to that buddy system, I thought. But there was nothing to do about it now. I was on my own. Follow your bubbles, I told myself. That would lead me back to the surface. I stopped moving entirely, took a deep breath and exhaled. A stream of bubbles rose before me, and I followed closely behind them for what seemed like an eternity. Finally there it was, like a sheet of aluminum foil: the ocean surface. I paused, letting my body adjust, then added a little air to my buoyancy compensator to help me float in my gear. I surfaced.

In the distance I saw the dive boat and waved. The dive assistant waved back, but signaled he couldn’t pilot the boat over to me right away. The other divers were still in the water with the dive master. The boat couldn’t be moved until they were aboard, so instead the assistant stripped down to his bathing suit and dived in.

What a relief! Somebody was coming to my rescue! All that spinning and disorientation had left me shaken. I wanted to get out of the water as soon as possible. The dive assistant was a big guy—and strong. He’d clearly been swimming these waters all his life. But no matter how powerfully he swam, he wasn’t getting any closer. The same currents that had disoriented me held him back. He gave up and returned to the boat.

Oh, no, I thought as I watched him climb on deck. How long did I have to wait here? How far away could the current carry me in that time? Behind me was the curve of a rocky cove. Beyond that, I knew, was open water and Venezuela in the distance. Was I going to wind up there? I didn’t even have my passport! I tipped my head to the sky. “God, this current is under your control,” I called out. “Help me!”

I lowered my eyes back to the water and gasped. There in front of me was a sea turtle. Where did you come from? I hadn’t even heard it surface. The sea turtle was close— closer than wild sea turtles usually got. Even stranger, it didn’t dive back under again when it saw me. The two of us remained floating there, face to face. Looking into the turtle’s big droopy eyes, I relaxed. My anxiety dissipated. My fear disappeared. And not just my fear of this situation. It was as if every fear I’d ever had was gone. I’d never felt such complete and total peace.

“God, thank you for sending me this friend,” I said. “But I also wouldn’t mind some Jesus with skin.”

The prayer had barely left my lips when I heard the sound of a motor in the distance. The turtle heard it too and he disappeared under the surface. By the time the fishing boat got to me the turtle was long gone. The fishermen brought me back to the dive boat, and the panic I’d felt during my ordeal came rushing back.

“I didn’t know what happened to you!” Larry said when I climbed aboard. “I had my hands full with my two buddies. One of their regulators wasn’t working, and I had to do some buddy breathing. I knew you could take care of yourself, but when I realized how long we’d been separated…”

“You think you were scared,” I said. “I’m never diving again.”

I was serious. Never again. Without that sea turtle beside me, the mere thought of going under the surface scared me. But Larry wouldn’t let me give up. He spent the rest of the morning trying to convince me to give it another try. “You can’t let that one bad experience be your last memory of St. Lucia,” he said as we got to the boat for the afternoon dive. “This is a drift dive. The boat will follow the divers the whole time. There’s no flipping and splashing, just drifting along a coral-covered wall.”

Finally I agreed. “But I want to be the last diver in the water,” I explained, “so I’ll be closest to the boat.” I didn’t want to have to ask God to send another sea angel to my rescue.

I sunk down into the water and descended to the recommended depth. The current was easy, the scenery beautiful. Fish darted around us. I was glad Larry had talked me into coming for one last look at St. Lucia’s underwater world.

A stretch of rainbow-colored coral caught my eye. I watched a shadow move across it. A shadow moving behind me. I turned my head.

It was a sea turtle, in all its glorious, gigantic beauty. I waved excitedly to Larry, who grinned widely. The turtle swam right alongside me for the entire dive. And this time, I hadn’t even asked for an angel.

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The Scent of a Heavenly Angel

Everything in my life was falling into place. I’d found David, the man of my dreams. We had just gotten married and moved to Hays, Kansas, where David was president of Hadley Regional Medical Center.

One Friday afternoon I went to the medical center for an appointment. David promised me a romantic lunch when I was done. It was just a follow-up to my annual physical. My regular doctor had noticed symptoms that might indicate multiple sclerosis, and he recommended an MRI to rule it out.

After the MRI, David and another doctor were waiting for me. Something’s wrong, I thought. “What’s the matter?” I said. “Do you have to cancel our lunch?”

David shook his head and sat me down in the chair next to him. “This is our chief radiologist.” David took both my hands in his. “Michelle, they found a tumor in your brain.” His voice broke. “They think it’s cancer.”

The doctor described my condition and treatment. He pointed to a white, egg-sized mass above my right ear on my MRI. The recommendation was to see Dr.Orrison, a top neuroradiologist in Albuquerque, for surgery. We had to act fast. Numb and confused, David and I rushed home, packed our bags, and headed to New Mexico.

Several days later, I was lying on a hospital gurney in Albuquerque, head shaved.

Was my life over? I was thirty years old. Death—my death—hadn’t given me a worry. I remembered the first time I had thought about dying. It was the day of my baptism.

I was ten. I lay back on my father’s arms, and he slowly dunked my body in the warm water. Seconds later, he pulled me up and helped me to my feet. I hugged Dad as he dried me off, rubbing my long blonde hair with a towel.

“God has a place for you in heaven,” Dad said. “A special place just for you.”

He made the end of this life sound so peaceful. Then Dad reached around his back and handed me a rose. It was the first flower anyone had ever given me. I buried my nose in its soft velvety petals. I carry the scent of that rose with me in my memory to this day.

I turned my head. David was standing in the doorway, talking to Dr. Orrison. I felt a knot in my stomach. Lord, if it’s my time, I know that it’s your will. Please be with David. Give him strength. Quickly I tried to compose myself as David walked back into the room.

“How’s my girl?” He kissed me.

“Well, no more bad hair days,” I said. “You loved my hair. I must look awful.”

“I love you, not your hair—and you’re just as beautiful as ever.”

I grabbed his hand. “Seriously, David,” I said, “I need to know that you’re going to be okay if I don’t pull through. You’ve got a lifetime ahead.”

“I won’t give up on us.” David paused for a moment and laughed. “We’ve only been married a year! Mrs. Carpenter, you’re still under warranty.” He gave me another kiss before the orderlies wheeled me into the operating room.

Waking up, I could only see blurry figures. My head was throbbing. “I’m cold,” I whispered. A nurse wrapped blankets around me.

“Michelle?” a man’s voice said from above. “Can you hear me?”

“Yes.”

“Do you know what season it is?”

The question brought me out of my haze. David. I could see David. “It’s the first day of dove-hunting season,” I said, knowing how much he loved hunting.

“What?” Dr. Orrison said.

“I think she’s okay,” David said.

My prognosis wasn’t good. The tumor was high-grade malignant and its roots had metastasized throughout my brain. I would undergo radiation treatments five days a week for the next two months.

I got used to the hospital routine. I went into a room and lay down on a cold table. A nurse lined the machine up to the dots tattooed on my scalp and walked out of the room. The machine sent high doses of radiation through my brain. One day, on the way home, I was feeling particularly weak and nauseous. David stopped at a red light and looked at me.

“When you’re better, how about a second honeymoon?” he asked. “Hawaii?”

“Hawaii,” I said. “I’ve always wanted to learn to surf.”

“I was thinking more about a few moonlit walks on the beach,” David said. We laughed as the light turned green. We needed the dream. But I knew I was living on borrowed time.

That night I lay in bed waiting for David. The bathroom door was ajar, and I watched him washing his face. I may never see him do that again, I thought. Every moment I had left with David was a gift. He shut off the bathroom light and got in bed. I slid close to him and brushed his hair off his forehead as he drifted off to sleep. I closed my eyes.

I turned over. Must be the middle of the night. I smelled something wonderful…the delicate, sweet scent of roses. The aroma was intoxicating and heady. Two chairs and a table appeared before me. I sat down. A single rose lay on the table. I must be dreaming.

“You’re not dreaming, Michelle,” a young woman said. She glided across the room toward me. Her hair was brown, wavy and parted down the middle. Her lips were full, her cheeks flushed and her eyes the color of honey. An ethereal light glowed from within her.

“Don’t be afraid,” she said. “My name is Rose. I’m here to help.” She sat down.

“Am I dying?” I said. “I’m not afraid, but I am worried about my husband.”

“You’ll have more time with him,” she said. “One day I’ll show you the way to heaven. On that day, God will heal the hearts of those you leave behind. Now you have more to do, more life to live, more people to touch.”

She hugged me, and I smelled the fragrance of roses lingering on her skin. In her arms, I felt strong and healthy. Rose pulled back from the hug. She put a hand on my head. A vibration ran through me. She stepped back and was gone. Light streamed through our window. I woke David. “Something incredible just happened,” I told him.

That was fourteen years ago. Now every time I’ve seen Dr. Orrison, the MRI has been free of cancerous cells.

I’ve become a hospice volunteer. I try to ease the fears of those going to heaven and hold the hands of those left behind. Sometimes, when the moment is right, I tell them about Rose.

The Roles of Angels

From the very start, God began using angels in a special way; he began sending them on “missions” related to the newborn universe and its strange two-legged inhabitants—human beings.

What was the nature of these missions? Well, according to the Bible, there were many different kinds.

First and foremost, angels served as God’s messengers to mankind. We see this throughout the Old and New Testaments, as God repeatedly used the angels to communicate his will to individuals such as Abraham, Moses, Jacob, Gideon, Daniel, the Virgin Mary, Zechariah, Joseph and a whole host of saints and prophets.

God also entrusted angels with the care of kingdoms and communities that were experiencing crisis, and in this capacity their primary mission was to defend, assist and protect God’s people (as in the incident of Rev. Paton and the cannibals).

As Christians know, angels played a very important role in Christ’s mission to save the world. Aside from announcing the good news to Mary, Joseph and the shepherds, they also protected the newborn Jesus from the persecution of Herod.

Later on, angels were present at the empty tomb when Jesus rose from the dead; and later still, angels liberated the apostle Peter from prison when he was in danger of being executed.

Angels are characterized as “ministering spirits” in the Bible, and we see that they were often sent to give human beings consolation during periods of great suffering. The most touching example of this, perhaps, was when an angel was sent to the Garden of Gethsemane to comfort Jesus during his agony…

Of course, the best known mission of the angels is to be our personal guardians. Throughout sacred Scripture we find it implied that each of us has our own angel watching over us in a highly unique and personal manner.

The purpose of this guardianship is very simple—to assist us to get to Heaven. Why would God give these angels such a task? Basically because we need their help!

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There Were Angels Here Too

Twelve years later I’m still uneasy traveling to work in Manhattan on September 11. It was especially strange to come up from the underground subway this morning and see the Freedom Tower shiny and looming over the narrow downtown streets. I’d just learned it was renamed One World Trade Center. There was too much to get used to in our new neighborhood. Maybe I’d skip lunch and spend the day at my desk.

At 110 William Street, I dug my card key out of my purse so I could get past the security turnstile and head up to the Guideposts offices on the ninth floor. No more sashaying by with a friendly “Good morning, Florence!” at the entrance to our old place in Midtown. I already missed her asking about my girls, or what kind of angel the next cover of the magazine would feature. Nope, our downtown building was impersonal, its front desk a flurry of security guards dressed for business instead of small talk.

Upstairs I swiped my card key again to get into the office. The big gray file cabinet that usually greeted me seemed to have morphed overnight into a museum-quality pedestal that held a vase of happy sunflowers, peach Gerbera daisies and apricot-colored roses. It was a stunning display. I opened the card lying next to it. “We hope you all enjoy your new offices and we offer our sincerest welcome to the whole staff. From your neighbors on the 9th floor.”

So there were angels here too. Showing themselves on a day I really needed them. On my way out at lunchtime, I’ll be sure to introduce myself to the front desk security guards. I have a feeling I’ll be pleasantly surprised.