I should have been getting ready for church that Sunday morning in May 2011. Our family never missed. But now I just couldn’t do it.

“I’m not going,” I told my husband, Mark. “I can’t say more goodbyes.” I couldn’t bear seeing any more of our former employees leave our town of Trinidad, Colorado. There was nothing I could do to ease their worry and uncertainty. It was beyond frustrating.

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