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The Christmas Gift That Kept on Giving

Where did the Christmas basket sitting on our front porch come from?

I’d just returned from the bank, where I’d withdrawn just enough cash to get us through the holidays. Life was a struggle, raising two teenagers as a single mom while working two part-time jobs and taking college courses at night. I was exhausted. The light at the end of the tunnel sometimes seemed very dim, indeed.

I looked for a card or a note with the basket, filled to the brim with all sorts of holiday foodstuffs. There was none. Had someone entered my name into a Salvation Army charity? The timing couldn’t have been better. It would go a long way in tiding us over until my next paycheck.

At that very moment I felt a ripple of guilt. Wasn’t there someone else out there who needed it more? Yes, my kids and I were struggling, but my grandparents and Aunt Shirley, who was deaf, relied solely on social security and disability checks, sometimes pooling their resources to get by. At least I could always pick up extra hours at work. And when I finished my degree, things would improve a lot.

My conscience won the debate. I drove to Grandma and Grandpa’s little two-room house, just across the street from Aunt Shirley’s. Grandma opened the door.

“Merry Christmas, Grandma!” I said.

Grandma was thrilled. “Oh thank you, Connie! We’ll be able to have such a nice dinner this Sunday. This will really help us until our checks come. But what about you?”

“We’ll be fine,” I said. After a short visit I excused myself. “I still have lots of chores, so I should head back.”

On the way home, thinking about Grandma’s smile, I knew the basket had gone to the right place. But like Grandma said… what about us? I still worried about how I could afford to make Christmas special for my kids.

Then I saw it in front of my house, in the same spot as before—an identical Christmas basket, every bit as lovely as the first.

The Choice to Trust God

Remember David Fredericksen, the truck driver whose dash-cam video of his daring rescue of a woman and her granddaughter from a fiery crash on I-10 became a YouTube sensation last August? We always suspected there was more to his story than the five-minute footage shows. So we asked him.

How long have you driven long haul?
A little over five years. I’m 36 now. Before that, I did about everything. I worked on a drilling rig in Alaska, had a job in communications. I had to reinvent myself a few times. What’s that saying? Jack of all trades, master of none.

Why did you move around so much?
I was raised Baptist, but my family had lots of problems with drugs. I fell away from faith for many years, partying pretty hard. Too hard. I hit rock bottom. Finally, I prayed to find a woman who wouldn’t let me do drugs, who knew God and wanted a family.

The next day I met my wife. She’s a pastor of a Russian church. We’ve been married for 12 years. I was on the way to worse, but now I’m fixing the problems that I had. I don’t have the anger anymore.

Does your wife worry about you on the road?
My wife prays every day for me. I don’t think she worries because I’m in God’s hands. I tell everybody I have two codrivers, Walter Letterman and my savior, Jesus Christ. Wally is a Christian and we talk a lot about God and the Bible. We pray together whenever issues arise in our lives.

When I go to sleep, my life is in Wally’s hands, but he’s also in God’s hands. So I feel like we’re doubly protected.

Have you run into danger on the road before?

One time Wally was sleeping and I was driving when one truck hit another truck in front of me and turned sideways.

It was weird, it was like in slow motion, and I was able to brake and turn the truck to the right and go around him. Now, these tankers, you’re not supposed to turn when you brake, because the liquid you’re carrying can slosh and flip you over.

But if I didn’t, it would have killed me, because I stopped 10 feet from hitting the other trailer. I wasn’t sure if the slow motion was a miracle or if it was all in my mind. Afterward, I bought this dashboard camera, so if anything happened again I could replay the tape and see if a miracle occurred or not.

On August 11, 2014, something did happen again…
Every week I haul orange juice from Florida to California and bring lemon juice back. On our way to California, we stopped at a truck stop in Biloxi, Mississippi, and I took over driving the evening leg.

About 10 miles down the road, Wally has his shoes off and he’s sitting in the back of the cab getting ready to eat dinner. That’s when I see her—once again, in slow motion. Headlights going in the wrong direction. The car did a 180 and hit the truck in front of me. There was an explosion.

I got the truck stopped and Wally goes, “I think they’re all dead, dude.” I kind of agreed with him because all I could see was a burning fire.

But I said, “I’m going to go out there.”

Wally asked what I was going to do. I thought of the small fire extinguisher next to the driver’s seat. We live in these trucks, so there’s not room for anything bigger. It wasn’t really designed for a fire like this.

I grabbed it, pulled the pin, and started praying as I walked to the wreck. God, please let these people be all right. But I was thinking at least I would try to put out the fire so the bodies wouldn’t burn.

What happened next?
I saw an older lady, trying to kick the door open. It was jammed. I put a little effort into it and it came open naturally. Wally came up behind me with another gentleman.

He said, “I see a hand, it’s moving.” There was a little girl in back, the woman’s granddaughter. I stepped back and used the fire extinguisher to keep the flames back as the others got her out of the car. As soon as we got them out, the fire burned everything.

The little girl was squeezing Wally’s neck and he’s patting her on the back telling her everything will be okay. She didn’t want to let go. Somehow, she wasn’t burned. Her car seat was unbuckled and thrown to the driver’s side of the car, away from the flames. God’s got a plan for that little girl.

Weren’t you afraid of getting hurt?
It’s the most surreal thing. I was praying the whole time, and I didn’t feel the heat. I didn’t burn my hands. Wally asked me later if I knew what was all over the ground—I didn’t even smell the gasoline. It could have lit up and I’d have been burned alive.

The entire time I wasn’t afraid, but when I got back into the truck, I held my hands out and they were shaking. I was back to reality. As soon as the fire was out, I drove down the ramp, went around the accident, and kept going on down the highway.

You just went back to work?
I had somewhere to be. Our only stop was in Texas for a new fire extinguisher. Wally and I made the delivery in California. We didn’t tell anyone about what happened until later. I told my wife that night on the phone and e-mailed her and my three kids the video from my dashboard camera.

One of your sons uploaded that video to YouTube.
Logan did that. My son from a previous marriage. He spends too much time on the computer. But I was happy it had an impact on him.

He was born before I turned my life around. I pray all the time that God will help me claim back the relationship with Logan that I destroyed. I’ve seen a big change in him. Of course, the video made my kids think I’m a hero.

You don’t think you are?
People say we are heroes. We’re not. They say, once you got out and started helping, everybody else came. Maybe they were getting out of their trucks the same time as me. I would hope all of us would actually get out and do the same thing. It was the only choice.

I’m convinced God used me for a vessel that day. If we were 20 seconds earlier that car would have run into us. I believe that we were meant to be right behind them.

I think back to when I was fighting the Lord and my wife would come home and thank God for our paychecks. I was offended. What do you mean, thank God for our paychecks? I’m the one that got up, I’m the one that did this, I, I, I. Now I see what my wife is talking about.

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The Case of the Missing Suitcase

“Paging Missie Miller, Missie Miller, please report to the informa­tion desk.”

Me? What did they want with me? Again came the announcement. I stopped and glanced at my hus­band, Jeff. We’d just gotten off our flight from Los Angeles, and I could tell he was thinking the same thing I was. What now?

All I wanted was to get to my home, outside Dayton, and sleep in our big, comfortable bed. Instead, Jeff and I had been living in airports for two days straight. Our vacation to Hawaii had started off great. We’d found cheap tickets to Honolulu. The only catch was we’d have to fly standby. We were willing to take our chances. Big mistake. On our way home, the Friday before Labor Day, we were bumped from two flights out of Honolulu and stranded over­night. We caught an early-morning flight to Los Angeles, only to be bumped from three more flights and stranded overnight again.

Meanwhile, our luggage had made it onto the first flight out of Hawaii and was waiting for us at the Dayton International Airport. In the interim, we’d been living off airport food and the contents of my purse: toothpaste, deodorant, banana chips and a can of Pringles. With every promise of another flight, we asked God to get us safely home.

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An agent offered a Sunday-morning flight to Indianap­olis, a two-hour drive from where we lived. By that point, we were willing to go anywhere, as long as it got us closer to Ohio, so I said, “Book it.” We’d rent a car in Indianapolis, drive to Dayton for our luggage, then head home. I felt a glimmer of hope. God was moving things in our favor.

Now all I felt was nerves as my name was repeated over the airport intercom. “What did you do?” Jeff joked. I couldn’t help but laugh. How much more trouble could we be in? It was as if we were in a real-life version of Planes, Trains & Automobiles! We went up to the information desk

“I’m Missie Miller,” I said to the desk attendant. “You paged me?”

“The police need to talk to you,” the attendant said, then gestured to a cop nearby. Why on earth did the police want to talk to me? Last time I checked, it wasn’t a crime to eat Pringles out of your purse!

Jeff and I walked toward the officer. As we did, I was momentarily dis­tracted by a woman coming up the escalator to our level. She was wearing a yellow peasant blouse, just like one I had. How strange. “Focus, Missie,” I told myself.

The officer sized us up. “Is this your luggage?” the cop said, pointing to a black suitcase. Our suitcase!

“What’s our luggage doing here?” Jeff said. “It’s supposed to be in Dayton. And we had two bags….”

The cop ignored Jeff and asked me if I’d just gotten out of a taxi. “No,” I said. “We got off the plane from L.A. a few minutes ago.”

“You’re sure you didn’t leave your luggage in a taxi?” the cop asked. Two more police officers arrived.

Just then, another voice piped up from the information desk. “I’m Missie Miller,” a woman said. I spun around. The woman in the yellow peasant blouse! What were the odds we’d have the same name and the same blouse? I eyed her more close­ly. Wait a second…. She was wearing my sunglasses…and my favorite cutoff shorts. And toting our second suitcase! What was going on?

The cop waved her over, then asked us both to show our IDs. I pulled mine from my purse. The other Missie Miller said she didn’t have an ID. The officer had her open her purse and then checked her license. She was not Missie Miller. She was handcuffed and led away.

That’s when Jeff and I got the whole story. The woman had taken our suitcases off the baggage carousel in Dayton, changed into my clothes and assumed my name, which was on the luggage. Then she’d hailed a cab to Indianapolis, most likely to steal from baggage claim again, the cops said. When she got to Indianapolis and tried to pay for the taxi, her credit card was de­clined. So she took one suitcase with her, left the other one in the cab and told the driver she’d be back with cash. She never returned, and the cabbie contacted the police. Meanwhile, at the airport, the woman approached the ticket counter and tried to get a flight out by saying that her name was Missie Miller and that she’d lost her ticket. That didn’t work and she was most likely on her way out of the airport when she heard the message on the loudspeaker…

Jeff and I looked at each other, stunned. We’d had no idea that our bags had been stolen! Luckily, God knew where we needed to be.

The Biker and the Hiker

Dottie Lloyd read about the walker one warm summer morning at breakfast. “Miles to Go,” the story in the newspaper was headlined. A man named Ray Goodman was on an epic walk across the United States. He’d already walked 1,600 miles, but had thousands of miles ahead of him.

That sparked Dottie’s interest. She and her husband, Stan, also loved traveling the country, although they did it riding their big Harleys, not on foot.

The paper said that Ray would be passing that day along Highway 412, the main drag in Paragould, Dottie’s small northeastern Arkansas town. Maybe I’ll see him, thought Dottie. Strangers stuck out in Paragould. She read on.

The story said Ray had worked as a repo man for an attorney in Philadelphia. When people couldn’t pay their debts, it was Ray’s job to repossess their house, car, savings, whatever they had that he could grab.

The job paid well, and Ray owned a house and a boat. But he’d been consumed by guilt for making his living off other people’s misfortune. “I’ll never get over it,” he told the Paragould Daily Press.

One day Ray decided he’d had enough. He quit his job, sold his house and boat, donated his money to charity and set off walking. It was no ordinary walk. In a sense, it was a walk of penance. After all, Jesus bids us to help the poor more than anything else in the New Testament.

Ray had no money for food. He couldn’t pay for lodging. Nevertheless, he vowed never to ask anyone for help, only taking what was freely offered to him. In a backpack he carried clothes, toiletries and a stack of brochures for the Sierra Club, America’s largest grassroots environmental organization.

With the blessing of the club’s directors, Ray had dedicated his hike to raising awareness about the environment and recruiting new Sierra Club members.

On his itinerary were numerous national parks. Ray had always loved the outdoors. The walk was his chance to give back. And to rely on other people’s generosity after a lifetime of taking things away.

Wow, thought Dottie. Ray Goodman sounded like one inspiring person. She almost hoped she would run into him that day.

That afternoon Dottie was in a rush, pulling out of the Walmart parking lot onto Highway 412 on her way home to fix dinner. She saw a lone man, strolling along the sidewalk, with a backpack and a pair of trekking poles. He was wearing a red shirt, blue shorts and a yellow baseball cap.

His tanned face was long and thin, framed by a neatly trimmed beard. He walked briskly and resolutely, as if walking was more natural to him than standing still.

Dottie was so startled she almost didn’t say anything. At the last minute she slowed, rolled down her window and said, “Hey, you’re that guy from the paper.”

Ray smiled. “That’s right,” he said.

She flashed a thumbs-up. “Good luck with your journey!”

“Thanks!” Ray replied.

Then Dottie pulled out into traffic again and lost sight of Ray in her rearview mirror.

Almost instantly she felt bad. Dumb. She remembered how Ray had forbidden himself to ask for help. Why hadn’t she offered to buy him some food? Let him camp in the backyard? Something, anything. How could she have forgotten?

She did a U-turn and drove back along the highway. By then Ray was gone. She checked a few side streets, then made her way to an RV campground where the newspaper said Ray was staying. No sign of him.

Dottie drove home feeling terrible. She hadn’t just let Ray down. She’d let God down. We’re supposed to welcome strangers and care for others! Dottie thought, remonstrating with herself.

She’d read that article about Ray and then run into him—if that wasn’t a call from the Lord, she didn’t know what was. But Dottie hadn’t even offered Ray something from her grocery bags. She’d been too startled, too much in a rush to get home. Still, it wasn’t like her to be so thoughtless.

The next few days she looked for Ray but never saw him. She showed the newspaper story to Stan. For a while she and her husband followed Ray’s occasional updates to his Facebook page. But life went on and Dottie’s remorse faded.

Three months later, Dottie and Stan set out on a 10-day, 3,000-mile motorcycle tour. With another couple, they planned to ride up to the Dakotas, then down through Wyoming and Colorado. It was September, the perfect time of year for a road trip.

At the halfway point of their odyssey, the two couples pulled up to the Mount Rushmore visitors’ center. They parked their bikes and went inside. That’s when Dottie saw him. A familiar figure.

His back was to her but Dottie recognized the same red shirt, blue shorts, backpack and yellow baseball cap. Trekking poles at the ready. Ray Goodman.

Dottie marched right up to him and said, “Hey, you’re the guy walking across the United States!”

Ray looked a little startled. “That’s right,” he said. “How did you know?”

“I’ve seen you before, in Paragould, Arkansas,” said Dottie. “You should have lunch with my friends and me. On us. I won’t let you tell me no.”

Ray smiled, a flicker of relief in his eyes. He looked much thinner than he had been when she last saw him.

“You’re sure it’s all right?” he asked. “I mean, I haven’t showered in days—”

Dottie cut him off with a laugh. “Ray, we’re bikers, for crying out loud!” she said, laughing. “We don’t mind.”

Pretty soon, Dottie, Stan, their friends and Ray were seated in a cafeteria with big plate-glass windows looking out toward the famous mountain. The great presidents seemed to look down in approval.

Everyone had pot roast, glazed carrots, roasted potatoes, crusty rolls, and cake for dessert. “I’m glad we ran into you,” said Dottie. “I still feel terrible I didn’t offer you anything in Paragould.”

Ray cocked his head. “Don’t feel bad,” he said. “I had tons of help in Paragould. What an incredibly generous town!”

They all talked about their travels and about the places Ray was headed next. Ray finished the last bites of his dessert, and Dottie offered him her leftovers. He ate them without hesitation. Finally, it was time to go.

“I can’t thank you enough for this meal,” Ray said. “Out here in the Dakotas, I’ve had long stretches where I don’t see a soul. This is the best meal I’ve had in days.” Dottie got the feeling it was the only real meal he’d had in days.

Dottie and the others watched him go. It was only as Ray’s lean, upright form faded from sight that Dottie realized what had just happened. She knew she’d been called to help, but there was a reason she’d let Ray pass by in Paragould.

He didn’t need her help then. He needed her help later, at the foot of Mount Rushmore, many miles further up the road than Dottie could have seen.

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The Audacity of Faith

Hardships affect everyone at some time or another. As a pastor, I have seen people overcome addiction, depression, restore broken relationships and much more. Through it all, I have observed how God empowers and comforts people in their time of need. There is no mountain too high or valley too low for God. We can always turn to our faith for spiritual power and emotional strength.

Faith is the force that keeps us in the game when the odds are against us. When my colleague’s mother, Pat, was 65 years old, she was diagnosed with bone cancer and was given six months to live. Although she was devastated by this news, she did not let it defeat her; she refused to give up. Pat faced her battle against cancer with faith and hope—and won. Ten years later, she was diagnosed with breast cancer. Once again, believing in the power of prayer, she experienced God’s healing power. Pat overcame the odds and lived to be 96.

Having faith doesn’t mean we will get all of the things we pray for or that our situation will change overnight. However, it provides us with the courage to bear challenges, endure the unexpected and embrace change. When our human strength is depleted, faith connects us to the source of power. English Anglo-Catholic writer, Evelyn Underhill, wrote, “God’s power is brought into action just where our power fails.”

No matter what your situation is, if you embrace your faith, things you can’t imagine can and will happen. Miracles happens when you least expect it; a prayer is answered; you are offered a new job and so forth.

There are no quick fixes to life’s problems and personal battles. But with faith we can get through anything. The book of Hebrews states, “faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen.” Faith empowers us to face whatever life brings our way. And if you want to deepen your faith, click here to read Empowered by Faith. How has your faith empowered you? Please share with us.

Lord, thank you for the power and gift of faith.

The Art of Wonder (or the Wonder of Art)

Have you ever come across a painting or work of art that just spoke to you? Or moved you in some spiritual, almost mystical way?

Back in high school, I came across such a painting. It was the summer before my senior year and I was taking painting classes at Ann Kim’s art studio in New York.

Mrs. Kim, as I still call her today, is a Biblical artist and her stunning work has traveled the world. She taught classes during the regular school year, but I was preparing an art portfolio to submit with my college applications–hence the “summer school.”

It never really felt like school, though. I loved every minute of those Saturdays at Mrs. Kim’s. The smell of oil paint that greeted me every time I creaked open the studio door.

The classical music playing in the background. The gentletap-tap of the brush hitting the canvas. And Mrs. Kim’s Yoda-like advice on everything from paint hues to career goals. The whole experience was kind of magical.

When I needed a break, I’d wander around the studio and study Mrs. Kim’s paintings that covered the bright walls. Self-portraits. Still lifes of summer flowers. And, of course, the biblical art she was known for, including a painting for every book of the Bible. Like faith come to life.

My favorite painting hung at the very back of the studio–Jesus on the cross, crying out to his father. I could stare at it for hours. Even the brush strokes conveyed so much emotion. I didn’t know a painting could do that–so perfectly capture the depth of pain and suffering.

It was chilling and beautiful all at the same time. A very visible reminder of God’s sacrifice on the cross. Something I don’t think I truly understood until I saw it hanging right before me on canvas. It was almost otherworldly.

One of the many, many wondrous things about God is that he speaks to each of us in an infinite number of ways, on a very personal level. So it’s no surprise that we all connect to him differently.

For some, it’s singing songs of praise. Or listening to a powerful sermon. Or studying the great theologians of the past. For me, I feel especially linked to God when lost in art.

I finished my portfolio that summer, though (spoiler alert!) I never went on to study art in college. Still, I’ll always have a special place in my heart for Mrs. Kim’s art. And a painting that brought me closer to God.

What about you? Which work of art opened your eyes up to God’s wonder? Share your favorites below.

The Amazing Return of an Angel Pin

I don’t write about angels too often (I leave that to my Angels on Earth colleagues!). But recently something angelic happened that I just have to share.

Two weeks ago, my sisters and I went to my parents’ house for Father’s Day weekend. I was feeling under the weather. I had just started a new treatment for my multiple sclerosis. It’s a really great medication, but the first month on it has been kind of rough. Especially when you throw in the crazy allergy season we’ve been having here in New York.

Anyway, that Saturday, my mom and aunts had organized a garage sale at our church. My dad, sister and I went to check it out. I’m a big jewelry person, so I walked straight up to the “jewelry table” where there was an assortment of necklaces and jewelry boxes. Nothing caught my eye. So I browsed the other tables and then headed back to find my mom. I passed by the jewelry table again and looked down once more. That’s when I saw it. A tiny gold pin at the edge of the table.

I picked it up. It was a guardian angel in a circle of diamonds. Where in the world had it come from? I was pretty sure it wasn’t there when I’d first stopped at the table. It was like it had just appeared out of nowhere for me to find!

That experience would’ve been amazing enough on its own. Except that that’s not the first time something like that has happened to me. Back in 8th grade, I was about to take a science test and was completely freaking out. I was a good student, but science wasn’t my forte. In the midst of my panicking, though, I heard it. A light thud. Something had fallen onto my desk. I glanced down and saw a gold pin on my test paper. A guardian angel.

I was floored. It was so clearly a sign from God. That He was with me, through thick and thin.

Then and now. To find another pin, some 20 years later, when I was in need of a pick-me-up? Just incredible.

What about you? Have you ever gotten a sign from God? Share your story below!

The Amazing Art of Holocaust Survivor Esther Krinitz

When I grew up in Denmark, my family was bound together by love for one another and our intense interest in music. For 35 years my father was a violinist in the Royal Philharmonic Orchestra, and he wanted me to take up the violin, too. My mother, however, loved the piano. And that did it!

In the 1920s and ‘30s I became immensely busy on the stage, radio and in the movies. But in the 1930s something else was happening in Europe. We in Denmark despised the Nazis, and it was natural for me to make them the butt of much of my satirical humor. That they were not in love with me either was obvious from the letters and threatening phone calls I received.

My father, who at my birth in 1909 was 62 years old, had died in 1932. By the spring of 1940, just as I had left for Sweden to star in a musical revue, Mother grew gravely ill. Then, on April 9th, the Germans swept into Denmark. In my absence Mother was immediately brought to a private hospital and admitted under an assumed name to save her from being held hostage in retaliation for my disappearance, because I had been placed on the most-wanted list by the Nazis.

Known as I was by every Dane, I nevertheless managed to slip back into Denmark undetected. Fully aware of the danger involved, I had to see my mother, who had not been told of the Nazi invasion. Pale and weak, she held out her arms to greet me and drew me close. “You see,” she whispered, “I’m getting better, and soon …” Her strength had gone. At that moment, desperate to find a way to cheer her, I told her that I had just received an incredible offer from Hollywood, and that—as soon as she was well enough—together we would go to America. It was a tremendous lie. At that time I had not the slightest notion of going to America. But I would have done or said anything just to see her smite again. She did … and whispered barely audibly, “…don’t let it go to your head…”

We talked a little until it was time to leave. I leaned down and kissed her. “Good-bye, Mother; and as the sound of the last word echoed in my ears, I knew that I should never see her again.

That evening I returned across the Sound to Sweden. How was it possible to perform those nights in a musical comedy revue? A week later the cablegram came: Mother had died in her sleep. At 10 o’clock on Friday morning there would be a service for her.

I wanted desperately to get back, but it was impossible. The dangers were now too hazardous to overcome, and no longer could I offer comfort to my mother. In my hotel room in Stockholm I read the cable again—“Service at 10 o’clock,” it said. What sort of service would there be? As a student, I’d earned extra money playing the organ at many funeral services. The ritual I knew by heart.

On the day of the funeral, at 9:30 in the morning, I climbed the steps leading to a cemetery in a Stockholm suburb. I knocked on the door of the caretaker’s office. Yes, he understood what I wanted to do, and led me to a small stone chapel, opened the door, walked away, and left me alone.

For a moment I stood in the aisle of the little church. A soft light filtered down from the stained-glass windows. Then I went to the organ and sat down. I looked at my watch. It was almost 10 o’clock.

Five hundred miles south in Copenhagen, the people who knew and loved my mother were filing into the sanctuary where her body rested. I began by playing a simple lullaby that Mother had sung to me. My hands dropped to my lap. After a few moments had passed I could almost hear the voice of someone in that distant chapel speaking about my mother’s dedication to her family and friends, and her devotion to decency and to dignity. I played again, improvising upon some music we had shared.

Strange, I thought, that the walls of the little chapel could withstand the surge of my emotions.

There I was, far from home in another country, forbidden to be at my mother’s side even during the last hours of her life.

But she was now freed from the horrors of war and the Holocaust—and so was I. For her death made it possible for me to escape the tragic fate which I would have been dealt by the enemy.

That’s the way my mother would have chosen it. I know …

And, by miraculous circumstances, I was able to reach America, where soon after I went to Hollywood and was virtually absolved from my great lie.

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Thankful for God’s Perfect Timing

My laptop ended up in the computer hospital this week. It’s never good when you tell your computer doctor what’s going on and he says, “I’ve never heard that before.”

It sounds like such a simple thing to be without your computer for several days, but for someone who uses it for the family business and writes full-time, it’s major.

I had to get creative to meet my obligations. My blog for Guideposts was due a few hours after my computer went haywire. As panic set in, I realized I could type the story in an email on my iPad mini. It was a slow process on the tiny keyboard, but it got the job done.

I couldn’t open files, so I had to ask friends to cut and paste what I needed for my parenting blog into an email. Then I could edit the posts and send them on to my assistant.

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I needed to send time-sensitive files to some folks—but since I couldn’t access anything, I didn’t have a way to send what they needed. But then God reminded me that I could find them in previous emails I’d sent and I could just forward them through my cell phone.

It wasn’t fun, but it worked. And throughout the days that this computer addict was missing her laptop, I kept whispering, “God, thank You SO much that this didn’t happen three days ago.”

Three days before, I’d been doing final touches on the two manuscripts that were due to my publisher. I got them in by deadline . . . right before my computer went crazy on me. His timing was perfect! And that made me think about how often He’s an on-time God. Even when it doesn’t seem like it to us at the time.

It’s hard to wait during a financial crisis, during health issues that the doctors can’t solve or when worried about a prodigal child. And sometimes, it can even seem like God’s provision is late. But it’s not.

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Here are some things I’ve learned from those times:

  • They taught me to trust Him more.
  • They set me up for the next crisis—by reminding me that He is a God with a proven track record of supplying our needs.
  • They taught me things that have enabled me to comfort others.
  • And they provided proof that God’s promises are true.

Are you in wait mode today? You can count on His perfect timing. Tried and proven.

Thailand Cave Rescue: How the Boys Stayed Calm

If you have ever wondered whether meditation can help you cope with tough times in your life, look no further than the 12 Thai boys who survived their two-week ordeal trapped with their soccer coach in a flooded cave.

According to news reports, the boys’ coach, 25-year-old Ekapol Chanthawong used guided meditations to help the 11- to 16-year-old boys stay calm through moments when excessive anxiety could have cost them their lives. Chanthawong had training as a novice monk in the Buddhist tradition, in which meditation is a hallmark practice. According to the Associated Press, Chanthawong could meditate for up to an hour.

For all its benefits, meditation is not a complicated practice, and although there is a long history of meditation in the Christian tradition, too, it’s not associated with a particular religion. It can simply involve sitting quietly and breathing deeply and evenly. You can visualize a peaceful place, or do a “body scan” to check in with each part of your body and release any tension you discover there.

Scientific research supports the idea that meditation can affect mental functions, including calming anxiety and reducing the perception of physical pain. Leah Weiss, a meditation expert and professor at Stanford University, told CNBC that meditation works by calming a number of physical and mental responses, including slowing the heart rate, decreasing levels of “stress hormones” like cortisol, and regulating how the body uses oxygen and releases carbon dioxide.

Perhaps most importantly for the tween and teen boys, Weiss said, meditation allows for clear thinking as it calms the “fight-or-flight” reaction that can cause panic at times of heightened stress. “Cognitive resources that would otherwise be hijacked by the threat can be accessed once again, meaning that problem-solving capacities increase,” Weiss said.

A solid body of scientific research backs up the claim that meditation benefits both physical and emotional health. One 2012 study found that meditators were less bothered by startling sounds than people who were not meditating. A 2016 study found that people who practice meditation experience painful stimuli as less intense than those who do not meditate. Still other research points to meditation’s impact on focus and attention, body awareness and social connection.

All these skills are crucial to survival in an acute situation like the one faced by the Thai soccer team. As we continue to marvel at the bravery, intelligence and help that graced the team, let us also reflect on the ways in which one of the most basic functions of human existence—the ability to regulate our breathing—is, in itself, a miracle.

Tell Me What You Think of Mysterious Ways Magazine

Now that the Olympics are over (well, almost—congrats, Team U.S.A.), Curiosity has landed on Mars (congrats, JPL, especially the engineer with the Mohawk and the totally positive guy who started celebrating a second before everyone else, and the political conventions haven’t started yet (God save us), I can finally ask you: What did you think of the first issue of Mysterious Ways magazine?

I’ve been telling you about this exciting new publication that grew out of the famous column in Guideposts magazine and out of the popular Mysterious Ways newsletter and podcasts. So now the first issue is out the door and on its way (we celebrated only a little less jubilantly than the scientists in the JPL control room and the U.S. women’s soccer ream). And all joking aside, I think it’s one of the very best projects I have ever been involved with.

But what I really want to know is what you thought. Were you moved and inspired? Did you think about all the wonderful and unexpected ways a hidden hand touches your life? What were your favorite stories? What did you think of the design and graphic look? Will you order a subscription for yourself or a friend or family member?

Most of all, did Mysterious Ways put a shiver down your spine and a tear in your eye?

To order a free issue, click here then let me know what you think. We’re working on the second issue right now and you can certainly help us out by giving us your response. Please post your comments below. Thanks and have a great week. I hope something mysterious and wonderful comes your way…

Talking Miracles with Gabrielle Bernstein

Does the universe really send us mes­sages? Gabrielle Bernstein is the author of May Cause Miracles, The Universe Has Your Back and the recently released Judgment Detox. In 2005, after a years-long battle with drug and alcohol addiction, she called out to the universe for help and got a message back loud and clear. In the time since, Gabrielle has dedicated her life to the study of miracles. She recently talked to Mysterious Ways about her spiritual awakening and the signs she’s received along the way….

Have you always been a spiritual seeker?
My family is Jewish, and I was brought up very spiritual. I think I was always searching for God without realizing it. But I turned my back on faith in my twenties. I was running a PR company in New York City, just burning out in all directions. I started looking for God in all the wrong plac­es, looking outside myself for happiness. That led to drug and alcohol addiction, work addiction, love ad­diction. By the time I was 25, my life was a nightmare I couldn’t wake up from. I was depressed. My business was crumbling. I was partying every night until 5 a.m. and weighed less than 100 pounds. And then, on October 2, 2005, everything changed.

What happened?
I completely hit rock bottom. I came home from a night of heavy partying and sat in my bedroom, try­ing to come down from whatever drugs I was on. I took out my journal and wrote, “I need a miracle. God, universe, whoever is out there, help me.” I fell asleep. The first thing I heard when I woke up in the morning was, “Get clean and you will live a life beyond your wildest dreams.” I’d heard whispers of that guiding inner voice in my life before, telling me there had to be a better way. Never like this, though. I had no choice but to listen. That one miracle led me down a com­pletely new path. I entered a recovery program and promised myself I wouldn’t turn my back on the source of love that had saved me.

Does everyone hear their inner voice the way you did?
There’s a beauty in the bottom be­cause, when you hit it, there’s no way to go but up. All logical solutions and ways to anesthetize your pain are gone. You’re more open to a spir­itual awakening because nothing else is left. And you can hear your in­tuition loud and clear. But there are a lot of ways God communicates with us. Some people hear guidance through an audible sound. Or through people. Others get a feeling or an idea that comes in a dream. It doesn’t really matter how you hear God. The universe sends us messages, wheth­er we notice them or not. What’s im­portant is that you’re open to hearing God’s voice coming through.

How can you tell your inner voice from your ego?
Your inner voice is one of love and support. It’s free-flowing. There’s no agenda, no rush, no control. The voice of your ego, on the other hand, is controlling and can be a voice of attack, judgment and fear. Those are the things that can block your miracle mind-set.

What’s a miracle mind-set?
A miracle is a shift in perception, when we change our minds about the world we see. When you shift, say, from attack to forgiveness or from fear to love—those are miracu­lous moments. So when you’re aligned with God and listening to your intuition, you’re in a miracle mind-set. You’re forgiving, limitless, open, nonjudgmental, at peace.

Do you experience more miracles in that state?
Absolutely. Everyone has the ca­pacity to experience miracles. But control blocks our miracle mind-set in a major way because we think our will is the way and we start to rely on our own strength. You try to con­trol the outcome of a medical diag­nosis or your love life, and you forget to rely on a higher power. The more aligned you are with God’s nature and the more you surrender, the more serenity you’ll experience. And the more mystical experiences you’ll have because you’ve taken away the things that block your peace. And when you start to live in that peace, you’ll see more miracles and receive more signs.

How do you know if God is really sending you a sign?
It will feel like a gift. There will be no question where it came from. It often catches you by surprise. One of the signs I always seem to get from the universe is an owl. When my hus­band and I moved to a new house, our broker gave me a housewarming gift. He said he’d seen it and thought I’d like it. I unwrapped it and almost fell over. It was a ceramic bowl with an owl print! I’d never told my broker about my thing with owls. It was a lit­tle sign letting me know I was in the right home, on the right path. I knew that because it wasn’t planned or something I was trying to force.

What’s the biggest surprise you’ve received from the universe?
So many. But one incident sticks out. Three years ago, my husband and I were trying to conceive. It was a difficult year. I wasn’t feeling great. I was lacking in faith and trying to make things happen on my timeline. I decided to take a yearlong break from it all. In January of last year, we started trying again. I began to notice those same controlling behaviors in myself coming back. I stopped, stepped back and asked for a sign.

Later that day, I was look­ing out the window at home and saw five big wild turkeys. I was just in awe of them. They were so beautiful. I’d never seen them before. And there was this whole bunch of them. Two hours later, while I was meditat­ing, I felt my intuition telling me to Google wild turkeys. I got up, went to my desk and Googled, “What is the spiritual meaning of turkeys?” And the answer was fertility! I was just in awe. Here was this great, gor­geous reminder of the universe hav­ing my back.

How can you ask God for a sign?
We’re always in communication with the universe, and you’ll get signs if you ask. Listen for an answer. Ask the universe to be loud and clear so there’s no mistaking it. You can be specific about the sign you’d like to receive. Don’t force a message or outcome, though. It’s not a magic trick. We can sometimes get stuck in “I need my sign! I need my sign!” But not getting a sign is still a sign. We’re always being guided. Even when things are difficult and life doesn’t feel as if it’s flowing. That’s guidance too, saying, “It’s time to redirect.” The bigger goal is always to listen to your intuition. Trust that your inner wisdom and universal guidance are working through you.